-Nicholas- The one for me is here~ v^.^v

='3

2011-06-12T18:23:00.000+08:00

2010-01-12T21:10:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone!~ Laziness arouse again.. haha.
Let the Christmas festive season begin~

I have been at home helping out decorating and stuffs before christmas! And finally Christmas is here! Lets have a look at the decorations~

Same as usual =x but blue colour balls instead ;)

Outside decorations~

Then when the time come~ FOOD! :D

Smoke Salmon!~

Lots of delicious foods! ;D yum yum!

Lets see whose here for the christmas celebration! Some of my family and relatives won't in the photo shoot.. haha.. pardon them >.<

Janelle holding ah ge jie jie iphone

Justin and his malaysian friends

Ah yi ma ma and family

my dear cousins :)

Long term relationship cousin, ah min! =X

Poly mates :)

2009-11-29T04:36:00.005+08:00

Back to school~ And it finally the last semester of my 3rd year. Crap.
Study study study~

And time to whack gym lol~ due to my previous work, I couldn't even have enough time to gym. But thankfully, Suyardi, my comex fair friend accompany me to gym at toa payoh gym weekly.

But I do fatten alot. And thankfully back to school~ Training back~

Its good to see you guys again. haha

However gym club is changing towards a new prospect. It will be change to SP Strongman under the influence of the new president, Dominic.

He will CHANGE the club to a better club competent to the dragonboat and canoeist, as we have Singapore BodyBuilding Federation backing us up. Yosh~ :D

Dominic has given us proper training, and I have learn my wrongs and mistakes in gym training.
I will strive to achieve a better body! Yosh~ :D

His words rings into our mind when we gym together, "Its not about the weights! Its about the technique!" And its like freaking irritating as we disturb each other by saying that when others are doing heavy weights.. haha~

Prosper Sp Strongman!

2009-10-28T03:54:00.001+08:00

Back to work again during the holidays~
Was working under this new environment, being a operator under HP, testing their prototype printer. I met a group of new bunch of friends too, haha.

What I'm supposed to do is.. plug in plug out wire and etc.. repeatedly for thousands of times?
Run different type of tests, like dropping printers, checking if anything damage and if its working or not, slotting in and out memory cards thousands of times..

And for that, my pay is $6 per hour, if OT = $8.50 per hour :D
And I work from 8.30am to 6.00pm daily.If I were to OT, i would work till 9pm.
If it was Saturday, its consider OT pay for the whole day! ;D

Its better than Sentosa in the pay scheme. But however, I missed the sun at Sentosa alot. I miss Bob, Momon and the rest of the staffs at Rasa Sentosa.. Sad.. :(

Nevertheless, it was fun to work with this bunch of new guys. Azahar, Yong Cai, Terence,Guo Ming, Yong Rong, Jia Ming and Pei Fang. Some were ridiculous funny in the way they do things which provide laughter for the rest of us. haha.

Guo Ming and Azahar, our boss ;D

Azahar and the crew.

Me and Guo Ming, tag team partners in our job.

Us with the Department Head( guy wearing red) and ***** Forget their name le lol.

Us and the quality manager, Nurul!

Will be back to Flextronics to work again! :D
hehe.. I kapok 9 set of hp inks from them before my last day =X
LOL~

2009-10-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the surprise!!
I was on my way to the meeting place where I suddenly felt something was up to no good when I had to decide to go either orchard or vivocity. Sensing what might go wrong, I chose Vivo instead. And when jane came, I was surprised to see her carry a big balloon. And I was forced to carry the balloon and walked to our dining area.

She treated me Swensen, which is very costly at Vivo!
What a bomb =.=" and as I walked around Vivo, everyone was looking at me. Gosh.
And she told me that if I choose Orchard, the birthday balloon would be thrice the size! Omg!

As we proceeded into the restaurant, the staffs were like giggling when they saw me emerge with the balloon. One day I'm gonna killed them! lol! A big guy carry a balloon. lol!

Me with the surprised balloon.

After eating, when i was about to order ice-cream. She said, wait wait. Stomach quite full.
And she needed to the go to the loo, but however, after 2 minutes, she came back.

I was like.. ???? So fast meh?
Then being sensitive, as I'm a sensitive-minded person( *cough cough*), i feel that something was behind me! And as I turn and peek at my back, I saw one of the staff was trying to light the birthday cake.

Oops, i spoilt the surprise but nevertheless. I was STILL SURPRISED! lol!
Why? Because the cake was ice-cream oreo 1kg which cost about $48 bucks?
And the manager came to me and ask me for identification if today's my birthday, and I was again given a complimentary ice-cream cake(one slice).

Birthday boy me! Finally 20, sob sob..

Making my wish >.< Blowing the candle!

We ate about ate a total of 3 slice and we couldn't finish it, so I package the cake to be brought home so that my family could eat too :)

After that, We went to set the balloon to the sky before I made another wish, at the top of vivocity.

The total cost of my birthday celebration cost about $100+ ? omg.. Thank you so much, you gave me the best surprise for my birthday although I'm feeling down nowadays..

Next time no need to go to such expense ok? >.<
Really appreciate it, you made my day :)

My buddies didn't have time to celebrate for me(sadded) :(

2009-09-18T23:16:00.001+08:00

Yosh~ Time to blog for my Comex IT show :D

It last from 10-13 September. I was working under Courts, and I was posted directly under Dell.

Good for me, I got a good boss and I got to meet a bunch of new friends, haha.

It was tiring but relentlessly fun.

The pay scheme is $40 basic and commission is team effort. should be 4-10 for each lappy or desktop sold.

Theres Wan Hao, Suyardi, Muzammil, Christel, Jasmine, Dee, John, Keith and others. haha.

Dee, my lunch and dinner mate, we got along well during the first day out of the 4 days of the IT show. She gave me a feeling of Corliss, haha. xD

And we click right straight away, haha.
She's a lifeguard too! Same as corliss! =X haha.
And thanks for sharing alot of stories from you. haha. I'm still disgusted by your best friend =X LOL!

I also got to know a Indonesian friend, haha. Same as Hendy, his name is Suyardi!
A gym buddy of mine, haha. Even now we are hanging out together in the gym. lol.
Finally someone who really gym with me, and doesn't quit half-way unlike some others =S tsk tsk. lol.

This is one of the photos Dee drew with just her fingers on the touchscreen desktop we're selling. Nice art piece.

This picture, I liked the best! :D

Me and Dee :)

Good Luck with your life :D
Friends of IT show! except those who I see frequently. lol!

2009-09-05T17:35:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah, about time to blog. haha. Sorry for neglecting >.<

The time for our Final year project ends for the whole semester. There were times of laughs and joys, frustration of not getting work done and even disputes among us. But we manage to come together and finish the report and done our job well!

Well done guys! :D haha.

Wang Jun, Hendy and doreen in the foreground :)

The kid-size robots parts became to a whole!

Hendy!

Me~

The teen size robot parts becoming a whole! and me :D

2009-08-25T01:31:00.004+08:00

Didn't know that jail could be so fun, lol.
Happen to find this video in youtube.

Good coordination boys~

They are prisoners from Cebu Provincial Detention and Rehabilitation in Cebu Philippines. ( For your information)

The fat girl in black is freaking irritating and digusting =.=" lol~

2009-07-19T02:33:00.001+08:00

Finally after missing 1 year of primary school gathering. I'm on the road back to the gathering. Sadly, not much people were able to turn up due to National Service. Soon next year it would be my turn too. haha xD

Met up with Yong Han at my house before we head to Marina parade to meet up with Ming Zhui, Cassandra, Bryan and Yi An. Then we headed to Xiao Wei's house for our bbq session!

First Picture! Cassandra~ :D

Joel was such a badass and big bully in the old days. He got worser in secondary school. Beat teacher, tear examination paper. But who knows, once he got into National Service, he has mature so much. Haha, He has change for the better and now's hes a good guy and at the same time, an otaku! Haha, I'm happy for him =D

Yong Han setting up the fire~

Is the fire starting? lol

Ming Zhui, Jasmine and Cassandra~

Cheers for friendship =D

Ming Zhui searching in facebook, whose coming~

Yong Han and Me. Have been friends with him since primary one. haha.

Yi An takin over the fire. Go Yi An GO!~

The Ladies~

The Hunks~

One Big Group together!~

Too bad so little people come, but nevertheless we enjoyed each other company :)

You could say I was the entertainer of the day. Made everyone laugh. Look how hard cassandra laugh!

I couldn't take it too, and laugh lol.

Guys~ lets change position!!~

Come on linus, come down! >:D

Hehe~

Look how hard Yi An is laughing =X

Yong Han, Linus and me!

Rabbit ears part 1!

Rabbit ears part 2!

I made fun of xiao wei sitting posture that will zhao keng , and everyone started laughing =X

*Smack* ah!!~ Scary~

Indirect Kiss of Ming Zhui and Cassandra! =X

Gangster Family >:)

Making funny face 1!

Making funny faces 2 !

Whose the fairest of them all? lol~

Bryan and Joel~

Seemed wrong isn't it? lol =X

Arm wrestling with Joel~ Win =D

Arm wrestling with Yi An, Win~ After that, ming zhui and bryan came in. And i lose to yonghan and linus at my right hand. haha. Not a right handed at the first place =S

It was a great time with you guys!~ Good food too. haha!~ The next primary school gathering will be organised by me at Sentosa!~ Stay tuned guys =D

2009-07-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

Ok time to blog :)
Its finally the end of science buskers!

Ended up The Triple Hits got 2nd place in the Finals!
Not a bad deal, $500 bucks! haha.

One of it the experiments is using a nylon string to cut a PVC pipe.

The most astonishing and anticipated performance by doreen, swinging 3 cups of water without spilling a single bit of water onto herself or the floor!

Congratulations to The Triple Hits! Awarded $500 cheque by the founder of 77th street.

The supporters :D

After the competition, we went to the Da Vinci Exhibition as we had free entry, it was really an eye opening on seeing how many things he has expected. God, he's a genius. haha

It was a fun day :)

2009-07-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

10,11,12 July 2009

Have been going to Singapore Science Centre to support Team Triple Hits and Magneto for the Science Buskers Competition =S

Team Triple Hits and their performance =S

Team Triple Hits manage to get into the finals :D

Sadly.. Magneto didn't get in despite the support that family, relatives and friends gave in..

2009-07-05T02:57:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 4th July 2009

I'm so happy for my cousin, who finally got married to her beloved soulmate.
I even cried, haha.

As well.. She has been taking care of me and my brother since young along with her family, and we have such bonds.

I'm happy that I'm able to attend and witness her wedding :)

I wish them to have a blissful future ahead of them! Once again, Congratulations! Ah gei zhe zhe and Kai Yang Kor Kor! :D

2009-06-30T16:13:00.004+08:00

I can feel the time is coming.
It tells me so.. in 2 or 3 days?

Every person is bound to someone in their life by a invisible thread.
No matter what happens or goes wrong between them. destiny and fate will bring them together.

Quoted from Akai Ito

2009-06-20T21:35:00.004+08:00

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam,
Et lingua eius loquetur indicium.

Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem,
Quoniam cum probatus fuerit accipient coronam vitae.

Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison
O quam sancta, quam serena, quam benigma, quam amoena

O castitatis lilium

2009-06-20T00:54:00.001+08:00

I feel so empty.

2009-06-13T02:14:00.003+08:00

It have been some time since I last blogged.
..... I've lose weight. I'm 72kg now instead of 74-78kg?

I was sexually harassed this time. What the hell is with the Mechanical workshop lecturers?
Since the 3rd year started, they giving freakish smiles and touching my waist all this, now this time wanna to touch my lower body from the back. Want to joke and be friendly no need to hanky panky right?

Bunch of freaking gays. Must be machining for so many years and develop into liking guys. Disgusting bunch of people. Piss off man.

........

2009-06-06T23:26:00.002+08:00

The time has come.

2009-06-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

......... :(

hias.. life is such..
just die and worries will be over =D

2009-06-05T01:57:00.000+08:00

I don't think I can take this anymore.
All of my inner thoughts and feelings just keep pouring out.
Just come already will you?
Stop giving me hopes and things which I can anticipate.

4th July 2009 - Cousin Rong Mei's Wedding
7th July 2009 - Napfa test
-- ---- 2010 - Strongmen Challenge 2010 (tertiary insitute)
-- April 2010 - Graduation from Singapore Polytechnic & getting hold of my diploma

Just come and tarnish my dreams and bring shame upon me will you?
Stop keeping me hanging on the fence.
I can't take it as days go by each day when you're not coming at all.

God, help me..
I don't know what to do anymore..
Just make those around me happy and live life to the fullest.
Thats all i can think of..

Amen

2009-06-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

It is me or is it coming?

Insomnia accompanied with major flu/ cold i'm suffering.

Lucky me for leaving my fingernails long.
If not today, my finger tip would be chip off twice while filing acrylic?
And it left my fingernail with a deep cut, luckily no blood. cause I didn't cut my fingernail =S

Next was when I was at gym. I twisted my left wrist unknowningly. But i still continue to do it heavy weights anyway despite the pain.. lol.

I don't know, i don't know..

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

2009-05-27T23:17:00.004+08:00

Today's the big day that my buddy, yi wen have graduated from Singapore Polytechnic.
Congratulations, and get your ass to army and be shaven =D hahaha!~

After escorting the sec 2s from hillgrove secondary school from places to places.
Went immediately to find yi wen and shu shan to take pictures of his glamorous moments ;)

Yi wen looking so holy~ Grats buddy for graduating =)

Me, yi wen and shu shan, giving our support to him :D

Then another ex-bendemeerian came and took yi wen's cloak to act as she graduated =.=

So did shu shan =.="

Tsk~ if it was me. I would rather wear it with pride only when I have graduated. If I can last that long. ha..

Fun photo =S

After that, went to have lunch with shun shan and her boyfriend before we head for our gems. And after that, went to gym and back to ARICC lab to wait for dear to finish up with her dj stuffs to go home together.

2009-05-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

Bleak future could be foreseen
As twisted fate locked upon me
Being casted into eternal oblivion and confinement

It is vain to keep on hoping
It is more realistic to prepare for the worst
And face my demons alone

Even as love approaches me
It would seemed fit that I'm just aren't worthy of any of it

I can't stop thinking..

2009-05-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

Back to blog with pictures only =S

Went to a wedding dinner of my relative's cousin?

Eng Kiong and her beloved daughter, Janelle!~

Some abalone and mushroom and ....?

Me and cousin huimin photo shot :D

See how close we are? kekekeke =X

Cousins photo take :D (not completed family =S )

Big bro and little bro :D

Second bro and Big bro

Three brothers!

Family shot when we reach back to home sweet home~ (everyone is tired, lol.)

2009-05-09T22:03:00.001+08:00

This few days.. Lifeless as one.
Loss of sleep, nightmares, the loss of focus.

Wednesday was the worst day of my life.
Life seems so much dull as I learn more of the truth that happens around me.
I lost something which holds so dearly to me, damn I hate myself.

Going to school alone has never been so lifeless as I was.
After school, back home straight away.
Switch on computer and stoned as I watch time passed slowly on the computer.

I didn't know what to do.
But I've made a decision and I have to stick to it till the end.
No matter what the outcomes will be, i have to stick it to the end.

I must have determination.

2009-05-06T23:58:00.005+08:00

Time to blog some pictures, after coming home yesterday..
Edmund told me to take photo with his commmandor number 1 uniform before he return it back =S

Grandma and grandsons (part 1)

Grandma and grandsons (part 2)

Didn't knew canes could be so fun =S lol

Edmund and Nicholas

Thanks to my counsellor today too..
Ate pepper lunch and got couselling from her.

Thats her curry beef pepper rice.

And my beef pepper rice.

Special thanks to Lim Liyin. haha. you still understand me the most. See you soon again. haha. =)

2009-05-04T11:36:00.003+08:00

Sup guys, I'm resting at home due to injury from work.
It all occurred before trapeze was opened.

Momon: Nick come, climb up this rope. I want to see if next time u can fix the bar or not.

Nick: Right, ok. I learn to climb rope 6 years ago anyway. haha.

It was already a mistake to climb the rope by barefoot. I thought it was ok.
As I climbed up, and using my legs as a standing ground to push my body and way up to grab higher.

The weight of my body with the rope stressed real tight, as I didn't have shoes for better friction against the rope. The rope brushed with great pain when i was about 6m high. I couldn't take the pain my legs were enduring. I used my arm strength instead to climb up for another 4m high. My arms couldn't take my weight anymore.

I asked Momon if I could come down, he told me. Come on Nick, One more One more!
Which in the end, I climb for another 2m to reach the top with my arm strength.
I was already gasping for breath and strength when I reached the top. My hands and legs were in so much pain, my mind was telling me to let go, let go, and u would have no pain, no worries, no stress.

As I looked around me, I wondered what will happen if I were to fall off from that height? The total height together with the net height is about 3 to 4 storeys high?
Even though if i fell on the net, I definitely would injured my body parts or break my back or whatever if I were to just fell down without landing properly.

I asked Momon if I could just let go? I was in so much pain, he told me I can't.
As I knew the reason why, I wasn't trained to just jump and land on the net properly yet.

In the end, I could only bit my lips, as I forced the weight at my legs, enduring to more pain and rope burn. My hands were helpless. Momon shouted to me, to not slide down.

I grab it tight, but my hands slide down as I couldn't take the pain anymore. I slide and stop, did the footwork, slide and hold, till I'm about 1/4 of rope, I told him I want to jump.

As I jump, I land hard and jumped up high. If Momon hadn't jumped onto the net to lessen the impact of my fall, who knows if I would jump fling off onto the ground and have my arm broken or what.

I could only bear the pain that my legs and hands were feeling while I was lying on the net. I told her Momon I hadn't do it for a long time, and ask him for a demo and he taught me the proper way, as he say I was wrong?

But he was wearing shoes, I wasn't. Nevertheless, I called him to climb up let me see. Freaking hell, he just used his arm strength to climb up all the way and climb back down without his legs. Strong la~ haha.

As I walk to the ladder to get my way down. I spotted my hands had blood on it. My whole of the sides of my left leg got rope burn badly and my right leg was bleeding. Hacked it anyway.

It was my first time putting iodine on the wound. As it would stop the bleeding immediately. Joshua scream like a girl during saturday when he put that despite him being 29 years old. I've saw how haizal, bob put it on their wound, how they were shouting and some crying. Just do it, I said.

As the iodine touched my leg within 1 second, I shouted my lungs out for about 6 seconds. Freaking pain. And the bleeding stopped. I went out to talk with azlan, and azlan was asking why my hands were shaking and got blood stain?

I didn't know, I knew i was tired and fatigue after the climbing, but then I found out that my left hand was feeling kinda weird. I turn my hand to see the fingernail part. And my middle finger was bleeding at the tip. the skin has came off due to when my hand slide down the rope that cause it to seemed skin ripped off?

And azlan was like, Oh Momon~ Nick needs iodine again. I was like, no. no! I rather wash it with cold water, but not IODINE!!

In the end, Momon persuaded me and I gave in. He told me I could say fuck.
Again, I shouted that word for 6 seconds. And went back to work on board.

As I work on board, I was using my injured hand to hold on to the customers.
Nevermind I told myself, and it started to bleed alittle, and the skin started to have a much bigger tear. I told azlan about it, and he told me to go down and rest before it worsen. I couldn't care less about my finger anyway.
I told him, nevermind, we just take turns.

I don't know.. I don't know..

2009-05-03T08:31:00.001+08:00

I'm suffering from this?

A person suffering a major depressive episode usually exhibits a very low mood that pervades all aspects of life and an inability to experience pleasure in activities that formerly were enjoyed. Depressed people may be preoccupied with, or ruminate over, thoughts and feelings of worthlessness, inappropriate guilt or regret, helplessness, hopelessness, and self hatred

Other symptoms include poor concentration and memory, withdrawal from social situations and activities, reduced sex drive, and thoughts of death or suicide

Insomnia is common: in the typical pattern, a person wakes very early and is unable to get back to sleep.

2009-05-03T08:00:00.004+08:00

Was what I did right or wrong?
I did it again.. I couldn't go against my feelings for her..

Shes getting out of hand. I had to stopped her.

I'm too weak.

2009-05-01T22:50:00.004+08:00

Let me just die

I put them in tears ,in pain, and to hurt themselves.

"Don't Forget" the pain of what they inflicted upon them, onto to my heart.

six.

2009-04-29T17:49:00.004+08:00

I fear alot now.
I fear to see the ones I loved getting hurt again and again.
I fear that I can't get back to relationship anymore.

Though I yearn to get back to them as it pains me to not see them..
But though seeing them, I'm just too afraid that I would hurt them again, so i hold myself back..

And I'm starting to lose myself since last night.

Losing myself to temptation and darkness.
Losing my good personalities.
Losing my emotions.
Losing my sense of rights and wrong in just one day?

Will I lose myself and turned into a changed person far worser than now?
I wouldn't want that to happened..
Can someone just slapped me till I wake up?
Can someone just hit me till I come to my senses?

I just hope that I wouldn't get any worser and drop myself deeper into the abyss.

I must prevailed..
Or to say the truth, I really need a hand to pull me away from the abyss.

I'm just so afraid I will lose myself..

2009-04-27T13:20:00.005+08:00

Now everything is over.. Everything is over..
Those few hours was the longest hours to me.

I couldn't sleep anymore. I hadn't slept in the past 32 hours.
So many things have happened. Near death-incident, emotional situations occuring times and times..

I'm the cause of all this happening.
If I was strong at that time in my decision..
If I was determined in my choice at the start.
If I had listen to their advices and etc..
All this wouldn't have happened.

But its all too late. You reap what you sow.
The break up from you.
The disappointment and sadness from why its always you and not her.

No matter how much i cried, its isn't going to help for you reap what you sow.
My life just seemed so dull and stoned when all is gone.

2009-04-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

Sup guys, back to blog =S

School reopening totally sucks.
Its like everyday 8-6pm? Furthermore, my gym sessions have to drag on to the night..
Which meant that I would be home at about 9 to 10pm?

Wa lao eh~ =S

From the past few weeks, I have like rashes on my chest area?
And due to its itchy, i scatch it, and bleeding happens.
And there are pimples growing on chest? Weird right?

And one was just at the left side of my left nipple area, and i squeeze it or smth. But nothing came out. lol. Instead it began to swell. And i thought it was like 3 pimples combine together the kind of feeling? lol.

Then as each day passes, the swell became bigger?
I finally went to see a doctor today.

And he ask me.. to let him see the swelling area.

Doc: "sorry I have to touch it in order to know what is it."
I replied, " go ahead." lol
Thats gay =.="

Doc: "Oh, this is breast tissues"
Me: "Eh? breast tissues?"
Doc: Well, it is. Fewer men have breast tissues. "

He also ask me what am I working as and the working environment..
And I say, sentosa recreation assistant follow up beach?

And to add more information to the doctor to help him find out the cause of the problem, I told him I got go gym to work out.

Doc: "Ya.. Your body look impressive. Your arm and etc."
"Do you take steriods or supplyments?"

Me: "No, I never take them" Cause I despise people who take them as a shortcut to fit body? >:(

Doc: " Oh.. Because some people who take steriods and supplyments came to me and address the exact problem.."

Me: "oh i see.."

And i told him about my nose problem too. And he gave me nose spray and etc..
In the end, I have to pay $81 for the medical bill. lol..
bomb man..

After that, dear went back home with me to rest up for awhile and take medicine before I head back to school to listen to the briefing of the FYP project competition before heading to gym and back home=S

Thanks for accompanying me dear =D

2009-04-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

I've got friends in highly low places
It's been a long time, it's been a long time

Whoa oh whoa whoa oh
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa oh whoa whoa oh
I keep pushing myself even though I can't take it at all

Wootz.. Have been working my ass at Rasa. getting darker and tanner, thats what I want anyway xD lol~ =S

Freaking tired now.. Nite guys =X

2009-04-09T08:45:00.003+08:00

Who could know the emptiness inside
Every time I see your face
Too many feelings left behind
Do you wonder why
I turn away when you look at me
Never wanting your eyes to see
This desperate heart that knows
How perfect we could be

Baby cause you don't know, how I feel
Livin' my life without you
Baby and you don't know what it's like
Lovin' you all this time
I'll give you all my love, heart and soul
Riskin' it all on a chance
Now when I need you the most, you don't know

All I ever wanted in this world
Baby I found in you
I never felt this way before
But I can't break through
And now I lie awake, alone at night
So afraid now to close my eyes
Just one more dream of you
I'll carry here inside

Baby cause you don't know, how I feel
Livin' my life without you
Baby and you don't know what it's like
Lovin' you all this time
I'll give you all my love, heart and soul
Riskin' it all on a chance
Now when I need you the most, you don't know

And I would hold you all through the night
I would stay right by your side
And I'd give you the world
if your love was mine
But baby could it be you
all through the night
I would stay right by your side
And I'd give you the world
if your love was mine
But baby could it be I'm only dreamin'
Don't let it pass me by

Baby cause you don't know, how I feel
Livin' my life without you
Baby and you don't know what it's like
Lovin' you all this time
I'll give you all my love, heart and soul
Riskin' it all on a chance
Now when I need you the most, you don't know

This song represent how I feel dear..

2009-04-05T20:15:00.007+08:00

I'm dying..
Its killing me..

I need someone to talk to...
To save me from this mindless torture..

Working keeps my mind busy, to locked away those unwanted worries.

But being sent back home due to the weather condition?
I have been staring at the computer and not doing anything for the past few hours.

The walls seems to have became more constricted and the space is getting smaller in my room.
Everything just SUCKED now!

I've ruined my life? my perfect life?
Due to a mistake that I took?
I have hurt those who are dear to me.
Banish them into the world fill with sadness and tears .

No matter how much i apologize to them..
No matter how much tears I've shed..
No matter how much sleepless nights I have..
It wouldn't help a single bit at all to relieve them from the slightest pain in their heart.

I really regretted what I have done. .
My life just seemed so dull right now.. :(

Please don't ignore me..
I need to hear your voice,
i need to see your smile,
I need a hug :(

2009-03-28T00:56:00.000+08:00

Day 2
Rise and shine everyone~ And Doreen's Domokun became the play thing in the morning!~
Check it out, lol.

Derek getting rough with domokun.

When winson woke up earlier than yu jie. ( sharing the same bed)

Oh, say hello to domokun :D

Now I'm gonna put domokun this way.

Thats the masterpiece =D lol~

Next was up to Zen, trying to extend domokun's mouth, had doreen seen this picture, shes gonna flared. lol.

And now for his mua-thai choking method! Hiyaa!!~ =X

Here comings spidey-domokun!~

Wooohoo, eh.. what this in between hendy's leg? Seems yummy =S

CHOMP!! >:)
*hendy's scream in pain*

All right, lol. Nearly everyone woke up and wash up before we head out for breakfast, leaving keng leng, siang deng, jeremy and daren sleeping in the chalet.
This time round, we were able to squeeze 9 people at the back of Winson's rented van and two at the front before we made our way to Downtown East.
We had subway for our breakfast, as there's student meal offer =S

Hey hey, its not nice taking pictures of people when they are munching on their footlong bread k?

After breakfast we also went to !E-hub's NTUC to purchase groceries, and especially strepsils, my throats hurts like shit when I woke up in the morning. After purchasing everything that we needed.. On the way back, we were like, shit! Forget about the others' breakfast.. In the end, Maggi Mee Chef(me) went to cook for them 5 packets of abalone flavour. lol~

After I was cooking , the others play mahjong, some using computer and others seeing television.

Mahjong~

And I took out my itouch and speakers for entertainment purposes for the ear~ =D

Playing dota with wang jun's laptop~

After breakfast at about 2pm in afternoon, we went for captain ball! Everyone played except winson(our driver) as he was too tired.. After captain ball, Cai hui, me, Jomain, Hendy, Derek and Keng Leng went for swimming~ while others are either cycling or whatever =.="

Twist 1~

Twist 2!~

Deep concentration 1~ =X

Deep concentration 2~ =.="

Oh yeah, our new neighbours =S

Our camera-shy bbq master, Jomain~

Class Chairman, Yu jie? yum yum~ =X

I dun know what we are seeing till so engrossed. lol! =X

Whats Keng Leng cooking? O.o

Looks really appetizing =D

More food!! =D

Go Benji, fan harder to make big fire! =X

Jeremy!~

Derek and Wan Jun :)

Doreen and Jomain!~

Oh yeah, heres the exciting part =s
The neighbour GIRLS came to us in a shy manner while most of us were watching television, and we were like.. ok.. whats going on..
Then they say that they needed a kiss!!! And this point, there were uproar in the house and we push derek to the front to give him a chance in a life time to know the girls or get a kiss =D

And as derek agreed and step out, with courage. All of us cheer for him! We were also like guessing which girl, the girl with brown hair or the tall blue top girl. But to our horror, a group of guys came ranning carry a guy to the scene, and say that the kiss is for him.

All of us freak out and laughed? LOL! As derek is a man of his words, he gave his a kiss but with BBQ sauce as protection for his first kiss =.=" Damn, I really dunno what to say. The guy ji tao cry when derek was about to kiss him. lol..
Seriously.. too gay for words =.="

The kiss pact =.="

Little did we know that the guy being kissed was his birthday on that day.
So we took the chance to like surprised Doreen and Daren as we planned for them birthday surprise? haha..

We first acted out as we were singing for the birthday boy, but when at the name part, it was doreen and daren =S

Surprise surprise~ =)

Daren,Doreen and the retard-looking birthday boy. =X

Hendy assisting with the cutting of cake.

Boys will be boys =X

Domo choke eating mahjong tiles =X ROFL!~

After the birthday thingy ended, we went back and I didn't know I was standing in a swarm of ants? And they started crawling up my legs, WTF! lol! I jump immediately and swept them off. lol!

Then, Some of us went to Downtown east to watch The Unborn while others stay back to play mahjong~
If I were to rate it.. 3.5/5. Nice show but not as good as expected as the trailer give away too much scenes in the movie, really sexy girl =X lol!~ But however, I think exorcism of emily rose is even better than this. lol~

And as usual~ go back, hendy and I were the first to sleep again. lol!
We were like starting,
Hendy: "Hey Nick, lets occupy this bed!"
Nick: " ok!"

As queen size bed was meant for three people to sleep, and as I and hendy were quite big size, so we took over the bed and slept out of a sudden. lol~

3rd day
Rise and shine~
Everyone woke up and shifted the beds and furnitures to where it was suppose to be gather at the living room awaiting for the person to check. After that, some went home with winson's van while the others like me took breakfast first at whitesand's macdonald before heading back to home sweet home~ =D

This is actually for fun =X lol.
But it seems that I'm improving =D kekekeke~ =X

2009-03-27T18:33:00.011+08:00

Wazzup!~ Was MIAing this few days =x
Wootz~ I just came back home in the morning from my class chalet :)
Lets start from day 1~

25th March
Woke up as usual in the early morning, ate breakfast at Toa Payoh Macdonald with company before I head to school for running and gym.
Ran 3.2km and Mr tay stopped me to tell me about my future career, lol.
He told me to undertake Basic Exercise Course, and I can have alot of routes for my fitness career? Interesting, will take that into consideration..
But first, I must have CPR certificate first for application =.=" and that sucks. lol

After gymming, I head to plaza singapura to have my freaking kuku phone for repairs, as it keep constantly hang and etc, and after that went for a haircut before heading home to pack my bag for class chalet!~ =D

Met up with Hendy at aljunied mrt station to head to the chalet together~ Wootz~
Upon reaching Pasir Ris, we head towards White Sand, and found out that Richmond and gang were at NTUC too, haha. Join them while waiting for our driver, winson to come.

We manage to squeeze nine people into his van, with all the groceries. lol, as he drove us towards Aloha Loyang Resort. Upon reaching there, everyone were like.. "Get me out the van noW!!* I couldn't get out, cause my pants was stuck when the van door's open =.=" Curses~ =.="

The floor was like.. freaking dirty? lol.. Nevertheless, everyone started moving food into the fridge, washing the kitchen equipments which were provided for us. haha. While some were watching 1980s singapore drama with the pathetic television.
At about 5 plus, Jomain started the fire for bbq. Gotta say he's an expert at startng fire.

Meanwhile, Richmond, me, siang deng and yu jie were preparing the stingrays for bbq while Doreen was making dessert, almond jelly for us!! =D

Nice picture of doreen while she was washing the dishes ;D

While derek was away, his thingy was taken for bbqing by the others, cute right? =X Lol~

Us talking about our own relationships and etc while eating stingrays? lol.. And damnit, I'm listed to have alot of exs =.="..

The stingrays turns out very well, thanks to the stingrays and chicken chefs, richmond, cai hui, keng leng and derek =D

Didn't knew that ants love corn too =S

Hendy biting on drumstick =S

Cutie pie daren? LOL! =X can't help but laugh =S

When it was 8pm, everyone rush in to see Ninja warrior!~ And jomain snap a shot of excited yu jie. lol. Seems more like he telling ghost story or smth haha.

Our QQ!~ ( as known as cute cute, damn his new hairstyle makes him looks more like a butch =X LOL! (spare me, derek xD )

We also have sambal chilli scallop too, spicy and nice!!~ :D

This is siang deng, warcraft and cs freak lol.

Eveyone started doing crazy things when ninja warrior was over, we climb up and jump and stuffs. lol.. But of course under professionals supervision.. Ehem..

Kids, please don't try this at home =X

*Cautious! Please do Not try this at home, lucky no shots of me =X hehe.. *

And before everyone when to shower, we wanted to save electricity power for the aircon, therefore we shifted the beds at second floor to first floor, so we can sleep together, much more cozy =X lol~

lol~ Ended up Hendy and I were the first to slp at about 1.30am, haha. damn him, everytime physco me to sleep, haha. While the rest of them were like playing poker, psp, and chatting. haha.

2009-03-22T22:29:00.008+08:00

All right, today's the last busiest day as its the last day of march holidays~ =D

Busy busy~ =S

So work in Rasa Sentosa can slack alittle bit due to low occupancies..
Which meant back to stoning throughout long hours and getting paid. xD

And today, Tessa and Vanessa came over to Rasa Sentosa as usual~
However, Nessa tripped on the escalator while she's on her way to Rasa, and cut her foot =.="

Goodness gracious, from when my working position was at, the slide.. I saw Nessa, and Tessa was attending to her with first aid kit. lol..

And I got sent home at 4pm as there most of the locals have check out. Crap man..
As mazlan could come and help out at towel stand from his toots club, and hakim could help eddy at sea sports centre.

And since I was the one who came the earliest at 8am to start work, definitely I would be the one to be send home, kinda emo =.=" lol..

Cause mostly is I kanna send home everytime, as I start earlier than then others, lol..

Since Tessa and Nessa was around, I spent time with them lo..
Cause I seriously don't want to go back so early, kns.. lol. Like so emo la =.="

So after my bath, I went cycling with them to 7-11 to buy slurpies for ourselves and Eddy. And while we were about to leave, Nessa was captivated by two guys conducting cup challenges. And she was actually interested in playing, but wouldn't dare to go alone to play.

After saying " Accompany me leh... Jie jie" and " Accompany me leh.. Nicholas" for about nearly 10 times.. I accompanied her in the end. lol. But in the end she did most, while i only did 1/3 of it =x Lol!

And she's so engrossed in it that we stay there for about an hour before we head back to sea sports centre. =S

The professional teaching Nessa how to make the cup formations..

Nessa at work =S

Nessa, stop laughing la, I know I noob can? lol..

Doing my best. lol..

And hooray~ =X
Finally today, I manage to break Rasa Sentosa arcade high score of 250! Wahahaha! I got 342 in the end xD ~Hohohoho!~

Wee~ xD

After playing arcade with them, half way.. My nosebleeding came again..
Zzz.. Its like becoming nearly everday? Even though i eat healthy food and drink water.. Zzz.. What the fuck is wrong with my nose =.=..

Ended up going back to Sea sports to help out in the closing =S
And play volleyball with them before I left at 7.20pm for home.

Best picture of the day, HAWTZ!~ =X

Thanks to Tessa and Nesa, haha.
Though I was sent home.. I still enjoy my day today, thanks =D

2009-03-21T21:23:00.003+08:00

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

2009-03-19T23:38:00.001+08:00

Hello~ =S
Time to blog~

This few days was really free, cause due to no work.
And that sucks. No work = No $$ + boredom..

But thankfully i got company from my friends that didn't make me bored during my free time..
Thanks to them, who makes me smile and laugh everytime when I'm with them =)

Kinda skip gym training for a week.. Due to work and sick?
Man.. I lose about 2kg just like that? Wth? lol. From 77.7kg to 75.6kg?
Damn, worse thing is not fats I'm losing, its my muscle mass! Bloody toot..

Oh yeah, went to watch Race to Witch Mountain on Monday, it was good~ worth the money~
Heard from corliss that her friend treated her to see Gold Class, wa liew~ So good =.=..
Who wanna treat me!? Seem so fun and comfortable lo, tsk~

Went school for running gym yesterday, woow~ I got no stamina out of a sudden =.=
Run half way stop and walk. lol. But still did my best to run and finish my 2.4km run in 11.17min? =.=

And gym auntie told me more about cutting down my fats as usual..
She told me that.. Running for 10mins plus is not losing fats at all. She say that.. Running or jogging for 30 minutes then is lose fats.

What the hell.. That means my 2.4km run last few weeks wasn't cutting down my fats? =.=...
And my watching of my diet also sucks. lol. Keep telling myself..

Must eat less fried food, but I kept eating fried food one day, next day eat lesser than what I usually ate, try not to eat fried stuffs.. and so the cycle continues.. lol.. Tell the auntie, she also laugh at me, kns..
So difficult to control lo, lol..

Geez, hate it.. Guess I gotta do what she says. Run or jog tomorrow.. den gym..
For bodybuilding figure? Good luck, nicholas =S

Yup.. last night, was fun, had alot of talking done, laughing and smiling around and fall asleep halfway? think i was too tired from gym training =.='' and i see manga all the way till the meeting time, no rest at all..

Relentlessly, it was fun =D
All right~ got work tomorrow at Sentosa!~
Gonna take care a bunch of kids at Toots Club tomorrow and have my lunch at Sliver Cafe~ Buffet style oh yeah!! =D

Ciaos~ =D

2009-03-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

Did a quiz from corliss blog =S : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-03-11T14:24:00.002+08:00

Finally some rest after working my ass off at sentosa. haha!~
Time to blog :)

Though it just one day, seemed that time passes very slowly..
Dear's tired too, working every weekdays..
Waking up at 5.30am and ending work at 5-6pm.. Once she got home, drop on the bed and die. lol

Must find one day to surprises her! =D
hohoho~ I got a perfect plan, just waiting for the day to come when i'm not working =X

Yeah, my brother is flying off to Taiwan for a month for his NS.. Sending his off later..

And before we send him off, Aunty Angeline is treating edmund(my brother) and me for dinner~
Yippee!~ She have always dotes on we two since young :)

Say the truth.. Its really bored at home when I'm so free and nothing to do. All the relaxing time i would spent is by staring at the computer and rotting. lol.
Guess my life is getting really bored..

And then yesterday, I was talking with my sentosa lifeguard, thinking ahead towards of the future. Whether when are we going to settle down and etc at which age. But the issue about money is horrible. lol.

Even he ask me if my savings was like above $10k+?
My bank not even $1k! lol!

And to get a government household cause a few hundred thousands depends what type of household you want to get in future.
But of cause with grants if u were married, and staying within the radius distance to your parents would minus the total cost to about 30-40 thousands off.

And just think about it. when will you achieve your first $100k?
How are you going to settle down with such little money you have?
So I'm gotta start saving.. I really got to start.. For my future..

Dear.. I miss you.. :(
I really do.. :(

2009-03-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

Ok time to blog~ xD
Crap sia.. Today was suppose to be working 9-3/4 de..
But due to the freaking thunderstorm.. I was sent home at 1pm right after lunch.
Which is I work for three hours and got sent home, and earned $18 bucks for the day.

Lol.. And before I close sea sports centre, I was in the midst of the ravaging thunderstorm, half-naked enduring the cold bullets-like rain droplets pouring onto me and fending off the strong wind while pulling metal chains, locking up the bicycles to prevent the strong wind from blowing the 20 bicycles to the ground and to locked the beach chair..

I was drenched from head to toe, and shivered with cold while looking for a towel in the sea sports centre..

Thankfully, I spotted a towel and started to dried myself from preventing to catch a cold, thank god =D

And I stayed in the sea sports centre from an hour to play psp before it was time for me to have lunch =x LOL! I'm working ok?! Just that there's thunderstorm and no business =X LOL!~

As Keng felt bad sending me home due to the disasterous weather..
She gave me 10 tokens to play in the arcade room! Yippee! =D

Play till it was 2pm to collect pay with Illy, and we head back to vivocity and parted ways..

Coincidentally sawed Vanessa at toa payoh macdonald while having my evening snack? lol. And she wanted to steal my fries but failed to do so as I finish it long before she came, hehe.

After that went back home to rest lol~ =X

:0

2009-03-08T16:00:00.005+08:00

Kns the weather cheat my feeling :(
Say thunderstorm then end up so freaking hotxz.
At Sentosa now at towel stand slacking cause I'm a lazy pig :P

I also wasted food during lunch cause I didn't like the tofu abc :0
Tessa came to Sentosa today I think she's so stupid wear black when it's so freaking hot hahhaxzxx.

Omg I'm such an idiot too cause I cut myself.
I wanted to die but can't ok jk :(

Hehe now I'm applying first aid to my cut :)
I take such good care of myself lehxz
That's why I hit my ankle against the chair and scraped my knee agaisnt the pad.
Btw I cut myself yesterday too I think it's become a habit :)

Hehe I am kwelxz that's why I'm going back to work now byexzxz :)

Ok I think Nicholas is going to kill me because I'm not Nicholas the loser I'm Tessa the kwelxzx 8D
Lol kkk whatever -.-

Since I've already said that Nicholas is a loser let me further elab by saying that I won him in TTR2 yay :)
He knows I'm pro :D
Lol kkk jk he's pro too :(

Ok I'm sweating to death now so I'm not gonna blog for this pig anymorexz
Nicholas says I'm kwelxzxz 8D

2009-03-04T07:59:00.001+08:00

All right~ Time to carry on the blog for today :)

Went back home to rest and etc before I head to tampines to meet dear after work =D
Can see that she's fatigue after work. >.< So.. We headed to Century Square's Jack's place for dinner. Not bad not bad, candle light to boost up atmosphere. haha xD

We ordered drinks for the start~ I ordered screwdriver, while dear ordered vodka lime~

And we ordered appetizers like.. Potato skins and mushroom soup haha =)
While waiting for our food~ We took pictures =D

Wootz~ xD

Then heres our main course! =D hehehe..

For mine.. Sirlon steak well done and chicken combo! =D

Dear's one is Ribeye steak with fish combo.

Talk and chitchat about dear's job.. And i wanted to see dear's working attire, but she wouldn't let me see lol. haha
We decided to catch My Bloody Valentine 3D at Gv Tampines at around 9plus, lol.
This show really thriller pack sia! lol. Even after the movie, dear and I were like still.. cautious of our surroundings as it was late at night due to the movie. lol.

After this 3D experience, hell no I'm gonna watch another 3D which waste me $10 bucks lol!
Only afew 3D actions only! Chey! I thought all the way during the show got 3D actions lol.

As after movie, it was already 11.40pm..
I went to dear's place to stay over for the night and slept on the sofa again xD
Really cooling in the night. haha~

So.. woke up at about 5.30 to wake dear up for her preparation for work..
And I got to see her working attire!! lol! Look like those kind of.. auntie attire liddat haha, was laughing my ass off in the morning haha~

Then.. I bid dear good bye before she board the bus.. and head for home.. haha.
And slept like a pig~ Till then~

Ciaos~ =x

2009-03-03T09:44:00.005+08:00

Yoz, people =D
Just ran 2.4km not long ago in school..
And my timing is 10.25min!! WahahahA!~ I perservere to the end~ By maintaining my paces! xD weee~
So..while waiting for the gym to open..
I shall blog~ xD

Wonder why I can blog? Hehe..
Cause I'm using my Itouch, haha =D
Thanks to tessa for accompany me to buy =)

Actual cost was $388.
But however, coincidentally, theres 8% discount off!
So I took the opportunity to buy myself a silicon cover which cost me $29?

Since quite a long time never see her, treat her ice-cream and fries at swensens.
Then we went back home, lol.
Haha, that's de itouch story =S

The next day which was sunday, which is my dad's 57th birthday!
Dear came over early in the morning, took this chance to suan her, lol.
As she just bought a iPod shuffle not long ago, so I use my itouch to bully her. Lol

So bad lo she.. Once she got her hands on my itouch, dun care me le.
Keep playing the itouch Lol..

Haha, den we keep playing yugi-oh cards till evening before we set off for dinner at parkway's restaurant. :)
Ate alot, lol. After dinner.. Gave dad his present before I send dear home. Haha

Oh crap, suddenly heavy downpour now, waiting for rain to stop.. Lol

Happy 16th anniversary!!! Dear =)
see you later after your work, and we shall dine at Jack's Place xD
Since dear dear is treating me this time round, hehe..

2009-02-27T22:33:00.002+08:00

Wazzzup!~
I'm SO SOO HAPPY TODAY!! Wahahahahaahaha!~ =D =D =D

My 2.4km run is 10.48min!!
Whahaha! Went to school early this morning to run around the stadium. To test my 2.4km timing as it has been 2 years plus since I last ran my 2.4km?

The last time was when I took my napfa test was during sec 4?
And that I've reach sheng loong and wai mun's standard or maybe better,hahaha! I'm SO Happy!! =D
in terms of points.. I got 4 points le, damn, not 5 points. lol

Did 10 pull ups, and went to rest before derrek, siang deng, jeremy and jomaine reach school. And I accompany them run another 2.4km. lol! Totally cannot make it.
Leg too pain le lol. In the end, i finish it in 16.30min. lol..

Did another 10 pull ups, before we head to gym to pump iron =S

yeah~ My dad's birthday coming le! =D
Thanks to those who accompany me to search his present. haha =D

2009-02-26T22:17:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Death
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2009-02-25T23:56:00.003+08:00

Yessssa!!!!~
My exams are finally over!!~
And holidays are finally here for me to enjoy myself!!~ Weee~

This few days.. Meng yeow, wei cheng and esther have come consistently to study overnight at my house before examinations. I'm really glad that they were around to study along with me.

Because, I was seriously not having the examination mood at all. But seeing them studying, gives me the motivation to study along with them.

This few days routine have always been like..
If Esther was around, she would reach earlier than the rest like 6-7 in the evening?
Nine plus in the night, Meng Yeow would arrive first.
Ten plus in the night, Wei Cheng would arrive next.

Normally, when Esther isn't around, we would rest and slack till 12am by playing yu gi oh cards and tarot cards reading. haha.

Then we would head out to the 24hrs coffee shop to have supper, drink milk tea~ And head towards to fitness corner to do pull-ups before heading home and starting our studies at 1.30-2.00am.

And we would be studying all the way till morning and head to school together.
Surprisingly last minute studying with friends works out well. lol.

When did we manage to stay up so late? lol. Everytime after the examination, we would head back to each individual home to sleep till its about time to come to my place, then we will wake up for the sake for studying for examinations.

But however, due to some reasons, I didn't managed to get enough rest at all like the rest.. However, I managed to study more diligently then what I usually did.

To say the truth, this whole semester I was really slacking off.
I was always in holiday mood all along. Even in examination study period!!

Circuit Theory and Electronic Devices Lectures have always been skipping, and going out with my classmates for lunch together due to the boring lecturers?

Mechanics 2 was really my greatest worry, I didn't know what the lecturer was talking about. I did my best to listen, but to what I can recall for the past 12 weeks in lessons, its 答案不重要。 What de hell man. lol

But studying with mengyeow and wei cheng together. I'm seriously surprised how well we can study together with each other's company. Studying the chapter together before tackling the tutorials and past year examination papers.

Engineering Mathematics 2A was my second worry, as I've always been bad with my maths. And I've always barely passed my mathematics for the past 3 semesters, getting D- which the gpa score is like 0.1? which pulls down my gpa alot.. :(

But as for maths, luckily got esther, meng yeow and wei cheng to teach and guide me. Not forgetting Hendy for last minute teaching me =D

Really got to thank them for studying together with me.
For I know that, if I were to study alone this time round, I have high doubts that I can proceed to 3rd year.

And that I got confidences that.. My gpa for this semester would pull my cumulated gpa up, Hooray!! Banzai!~ =D

And that holidays are here!!~ Weee~
1st: Got to train and work out for my napfa test during third year!

2nd: Got to get back and continue my driving practical lessons. Vroom vroom~ =X

3rd: Do business with Sheng loong and Paul?

4rd: And got to find other part time work other than sentosa as hotel occupancy low with cor cor.. haha.

5th: Enjoy my holidays =D

Look at my eye bags! Wootz!!~ Sleep time! =D

2009-02-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

Wootz~ time to post =S
So far.. My Organisational Management and Mechanics 2 Semester Examinations are over..

While the remaining 3 are the killers! Gosh.. Day after day.
Monday: Circuit Theory 9-11.10am
Tuesday: Electronic Devices 2-4.10pm
Wednesday: Engineering Mathematics 2A 9-11.10pm ( The WORSTEST OF ALL!! ) =(

Oh my god.. God please help me!! >.<

This few days.. Wei Cheng, Meng yeow & Esther would be ramming my house and staying over throughout the examination period to study together. Hope I can cope with the tireness >.<

Dear is going to have her Industrial Training Programme after examination on the 5th of March. So.. Gotta keep myself busy. lol..

PS3 price faster drop more!! So i can buy =D LOL!~
So is my Nokia 5800 Express Music!! I wanna faster buy =D

2009-02-15T16:37:00.002+08:00

Wanna squeeze her real tight, get out of this place of this place
If only I could take control
But she is out of my reach forever
And just a week ago she lied next to me
It's so ironic how I had to lose just to see

That I failed to love you

How am I supposed to leave you now
When you're looking like that?
I can't believe what I just gave away
Now I can't take it back
I don't wanna get lost
I don't wanna live my life without you

How I am I supposed to leave you now
When you're looking like that?

2009-02-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

Okay~ Lets talk about valentine day!~ =D
Today~ I woke up early at 6.50pm to head towards toa payoh to meet Jeremy at the control station to pass him the chocolates he made at my house for his girlfriend.
Hope everything goes well for him x)

After that, I headed back to home.. Was tired.. But couldn't sleep. lol.
Instead, I went net surfing to check out what movie will we be catching today =X

After that~ Slack around till 11.30 den I left for toa payoh to pass chocolates to my friend before I took a bus to boon keng to have my hair cut. haha~
Dear also went for a haircut at orchard that cost $50? =.=" So expensive, I got mine done for $10 =X

After haircut, rush home immediately to bath before heading out to bugis junction to meet dear. Thankfully, dear was able to buy nice seats for Underworld: Rise of the Lycans, and we watch it at 4pm.. =)

Before the movie start.. I hand over to dear her valentine rose and chocolate that I've hand-made myself, and dear gave me the cup cakes that she had made. :)

The chocolates that I've made for dear. :) but they are all messed up. Zzz..

The cup cakes she made for me :)

The movie was nice~ I will give it 4.5/5~ ^.^V

Then we went for our early dinner at 5.30pm? hehe.. Thankfully we came earlier, or else, there would be a long queue outside the restaurent. hehe.. We ate our dinner at MOF @ My Inzakaya.

Dear!~ while waiting food ~ =x

While waiting for food!~ =D (zzz.. gotta hit back to gym, i'm getting smaller!!)

Dear ate Katsu Toji Set while I ate Katsu Chicken Toji Set. And for dessert we shared one love story ice-cream. haha.

After that, we walked and walked around bugis junction.. and eventually ended up at the arcade as dear challenged me in basketball. haha~ win her~ Yay~ 388 points! =X We played other games, too =S lol.

When time was about to be up.. We head back for home.. And as we reach her mrt stop.. We started to take pictures again, haha ;)

Sweet dear =x lol.

My face is so puffed up! =x lol~

Doctor Jane!~=x

A shot of us together ;)

When we got back to dear's place, then I gave her.. Our 16th month anniversary present in advance. As by the following month, she would have already been starting work at her ITP le. haha. Hope u like it :)

Thats her presents for today, alot eh? lol =D

Hehe.. Thats it for today.. I'm so tired.. :(

TIMU~ =D

2009-02-08T22:26:00.001+08:00

Sharilyn, Me, Angel, Eddie, Andy, Melvin!~ =D

( fun group to be with, haha. going to miss them >.<)

The day has come where my GEMs(General Elective Module) lesson ends finally.

Which I have completed all 3 requirements in order to ensure that I can graduate from poly in future? haha :)

This are the Gems lessons that I've taken. wootz~ xD

1st- Love Relations For Life – A Journey of Romance, Love & Sexuality
2nd-Etiquette and Professional Image
3rd-Psychology and Counselling

As it was the last lesson, we asked teacher to evaluate our temperaments. =x
Sharilyn - Choleric and phlegmatic
Eddie - Melancholic and Choleric
Andy - MelancholicAngel - Saguine and Melancholic
Melvin - (i tink she said) Sanguine and Melancholic

Mine was totally pure Sanguine. haha~

For those who Don't know anything about Sanguine. let me tell you guys =)

The sanguine person is an extrovery and is usually cheerful as he lives in the present, not being bogged down by what happened in the past.
Therefore he is friendly as his mind is in the 'present' state.
He does not have any pre-conceived ideas about his friends.
All new acquaintances are like 'clean slates' to him.
He is a 'people-oriented' person.
He likes to talk and initiates conversation.
He is seldom frustrated or worried about the future as he lives in the present.
He is optismistic, enthusiastic and cheerful. He shows compassion and willing to share his emotional experience.
In a gathering, he is in the limelight, engaging others with his sharings.
He has a childlike curiousity which makes him to be more teachable.

However, he is restless and tends to be self-centered. He goes by feeelnigs and not reflective since he lives in the present. As he likes to be on the move, he can be a disorganized person. He seldoms plans ahead.

Yup, thats me =S
But i do think that i've alittle Melancholic in me =X
Well.. Paul, evaluate me as what u think I am =S

As for my 4th Gems~
I can take which ever module I want from Arts & Humanities, Science & Technology and Business & Management. Because I have taken one from each sections and completed the requirement le~ Hohohoho!~

Die die die! I don't know that the report must be submitted for plagiarism check by monday!! Holy COW! I just 1/3 done nia!! NOOO!!!~

2009-02-03T19:25:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday and Happy 15 month anniversary dear!! =D
Thats pretty long =x LOL!

Well, just got to hate it that school ends at 5pm. Zzz..

Disrupted my plannings, damn!

Went straight to Austin Steak House at Cathay's Level 4 for our dinner :)

The steak over there was.. not bad? haha. Although I prefer V8 cafe sirlon steak =S

Dear's medium-rared prime steak with coleslaw and onion rings? haha =)

I ate the same but mine's is well-doned and with french fries instead of onion rings >.<

Maybe the much expensive steak would taste better? Haha, shall go and try it next time xD

After that.. Due to yesterday's sudden MUST from dear to go her house to early celebrate her birthday with her family.. I couldn't buy her stuffs due to the having no time the pass few days :(

So.. We walk around.. and I bought for dear a red monkey =x LOL!

Its a cute one ok? haha =x

Surprisingly, shortly it gave birth to a baby monkey =.=!!

Dear bought for me a pencil case~ =S lol.

Have been wishing to get a new one with new stationary of course xD haha~

Thanks a million dear :)

Then, i sang to dear.. Till the End from David Tan on the way walking her back to her home ;)

And accompanied dear to listen songs and went back home when it was time..

Yawn~ i'm so tired.. =.="
Good nite peeps~

Lastly,
Happy 19th Birthday and Happy 15th month anniversary =D

2009-02-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

31 January 2009, Saturday
Woke up early in the morning~

Did some detours before heading to Mr Kwok house to bai nian. xD
It has really been a long time since I last seen the ex-prefects of Bendemeer Secondary School.
Year by year, less people came to visit Mr Kwok, tsk tsk. =S
Bo Xing ah~ =X

Mr kwok now call me muscle man liao =x LOL!
Cause he's has been witnessing how i started from skinny me to big me =x lol!~

He commented me, "What u do? see anything on the road then go carry ah? Horrible la you. lol!"
Damn him, lol! But still, hes the best discipline master I'd ever had in my life =D
You rockz man! Mr kwok! =D

Ex-Bendemeerians Prefects except for afew prefects who are still in secondary school~~ =X

Vice-Principal(ex dm) and us!~ =D

After visiting~
Midway, my mum told me that we must reach Ah yi ma ma , house by 5pm, so I went to toa payoh hub's to switch bus to get back home first and coincidentally, saw tessa with her teammates.lol.

Went to grab some bite with her before heading home, thinks shes gonna kill me for the unglam photo when she's at sentosa =.=" . lol

Went back home to sleep for awhile as this few days..
Had been really tiring for me.. Woke up after sleeping for a few hours and bath before heading off to Ah yi ma ma house xD

Went over to her house, and play! LOL! Got Wii over there, play 2 players sport games with my cousins. What fun~ xD

I did study of course, for my circuit theory test. But in the end, catch no balls =.="

Instead I went to gamble, lol~

From 30 bucks to 16 bucks after playing with Ah Ku Peter. =(
Then when Ah Ku was away, and Papa play~ Manage to from 16 bucks to 52 bucks! =D

But after dinner and lao yu shen, drop to 42 dollars cause Ah Ku Peter play again. lol! suay~ =S

Reach home by 11 plus and went to sleep as tomorrow I'm working at Sentosa~

Nite people =)

2009-02-02T00:06:00.003+08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
Yes, they are kept within me..

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?
Yup, i'm ok with that :)

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Yup, when there are some many friends around to have fun around and dear most importantly :)

4. What would you do with a billion dollar?
Give about half to parents and split portion for my brothers. The rest is for enjoying life with my love ones :)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I did fall in love with my best friend before, but.. however, I chose to give my blessings to her and her bf :)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Of course being loved by someone, who doesn't? :)

7. List five favorite movies.
Too many to mention.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Still be friends with her.. and observe how is her relationship doing?
And in times whereby she's hurt, be there for her.. If she's happy, be happy for her :)

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Currently can't think of anything.. Sorry.. I'm too troubled.. :(

10. Do you have any regrets?
Yes.. regret breaking the hearts of girls that have once loved me before..
Wouldn't want that to happen again..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Working businessman, army signed on, engineer?

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, dear, close ones to me, friends :)

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor? as long as we're happy together =)

14. What is your favourite colour?
A.. white? haha xD

15. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes, if shes really one that I loved alot.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I would be.. troubled.. so troubled..

17. What are the top five countries on your 'to-go' list?
USA, Japan, Korea, Paris, Australia. lol

18. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Each has got their pros and cons. Still, I choose having a relationship. =)

Tag: Dear, sheng loong, sin ying, paul, hui min, tessa, jia en, meryl, liyin! and who is free to do too =x

2009-01-30T19:21:00.002+08:00

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

I don't wanna lose you
I don't want you to be hurt
I'm holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to not let history repeat itself
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

2009-01-26T22:10:00.005+08:00

Ok time to blog!~

Although its Chinese New Year, but I don't feel the celebration mood, think its due to upcoming exams? =(

Alright, I think i just gotta praise my dad for the find work that he has done. haha.

Pretty creative, isn't he? =)

Then, in the morning...
I had the a dream which is related to cor cor, shhh.. Secret xD
Adrian's family came over to give granny well wishes, and we took group photos! :)

Granny's family! :)

Father's side cousins photo :D (Formal)

Father's side cousins photo! (Wacky)

Before we head off to my mother's side grandma home, we took a family photo together :)

Upon reaching there, wished everyone happy new year and get to eat Fa Chai and other delicacies, and went around to talk with my relatives. :)

Sweety Janelle was really friendly towards me! Kiss me in the cheeks a few times, hohoho! =X

Grandma's childrens!~

Grandma's grandchildren!~ Aside from Eng Kiong(the one who is carrying janelle) =x lol!

And Hui Min and I had fun taking photo together lol. Nothing better to do while waiting at her house xD

Bored~

Smiling faces ;D

Then I started to say.. Eh, we 18 years together le leh, should be closer wh =X lol~

Cheesy smile~ =D

Puffer Fish face! =X

And off we went to bai nian till about 6 plus.. Den we head to 2 houses that we are suppose to go bai nian the next day in advance. Thats left to 3 more houses only =D

Then I will be free~ =X

2009-01-24T23:58:00.001+08:00

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

2009-01-23T22:59:00.004+08:00

All right time to blog properly instead of poems =X

This few days.. Lily Khoo is sicked! And we're celebrating as theres no lesson. lol!
Well as for today, I got back my maths test. Got 26/40!

Most of my class mates get 38/40! while i'm one of the minority who get 20+.
Feel so emo for getting this kind of score for top 10% class.. :(
Should have study more harder, and doreen.. U gotta NAG and SCOLD ME MORE!

I'm seriously am slacking like theres no tomorrow for this semester.
I wanna be as hardworking as last semester xD haha~

And my electronic devices' project circuit got problem! Thanks to Yu Jie for helping me troubleshoot the problem so I can dealt with it. And within an hour, got all problems solve, phew. My circuit breadboard is working perfectly!~ ^.^V

And today during gems class~
Was totally boring! The lecturer was talking.. Till about the 15 slides out of 51 slides, and I knocked out hugging my bag on the table lol

More than 3/4 of the whole class is sleeping.
I'm not those that sleep in class de, lol. Can u imagine how boring it is? LOL!
And while I and some of my group members were sleeping.

Angel was cam-whoring while Andy was energetic throughout the lesson. Don't know what he take, must be some estacy or something =.=" oops =x

While Angel was cam-whoring, was feeling bored and jumped into her side. lol.

Can u imagine her taking 20-30 pictures of herself during we were sleeping? =.="

All right, a proper shot of angel and I. lol. Why are my eyes so mini =.="

Lastly, eddie was bored so he drew us lol except for angel who is taking this paper. haha.

After lessons, went for gym~ and I went to plaza singapura to meet up with dear.

We went to eat our dinner first at Ichiban Sushi before we spend our time rotting at arcade and at lanshops till 7.50pm to catch InkHeart! haha xD

Pretty nice movie, give it 4/5. Cause.. Actually I'm quite worn out after gym training. lol

Okay thats about it~
Nite people~

2009-01-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

Your songs keeps me going
For I'm the type that lullaby
Captures my heart and soul

Though some of your words
aren't as true as they seemed
which misled me times and times again

U're not the one to be blame
for I'm the one thats is willing
to walk down this path

Be it me for being self-sacrificing
For its a must that girls whom I loved to be happy
and not be troubled by sadness or sorrow

For I'm that dumb
when it comes to romance

2009-01-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

I've taken my step,
Is my doing right ?
Is my decision right ?

Will I end up like the person
that I have ........ even now ?

It seems that
I have fallen deeply in love
towards the dark abyss

where echoes and cries
could not be heard nor reached

2009-01-18T02:15:00.001+08:00

I feel this heavy feeling in my chest
My mind swirling so much out of control
Why is it that this affects me this much
It is not right I shouldn't be cascading like this

But What am I suppose to do
Emotions fills my heart consistently
Should I heed the warning or advice predestined upon me
Which is know my limits?

Close ones cries
Leaving me hanging on the fence
Not knowing what to do
Except to comfort them

Reassuring them about certain things
Would meant that I'm lieing to myself

I care for them, I love their presence
But I know that it would be too unfair to them

Hearing certain songs makes me tear
For I listen to my heart and feelings
Its telling me that I aren't worthy of their love
For the things that I have done

I think I would just have to take one step at a time
To face my destiny and my future

2009-01-17T22:55:00.003+08:00

Ok~ Time to blog~

I accompanied dear to school to retrieve her maths notes, as the test falls on monday, and its weightage is 15%!

We then headed back to dear's home to study for our maths test.
Took a picture of her at the mrt =s

Wootz!~

Haha, and we rest awhile before studying of course, people do need a break or relaxation first before work. So, we watch some anime and take a break before we really get serious and study.

Taught dear maths with the sample test paper, hopefully she does really practice more >.<
Left her house at about 6 plus to head home to continue to study, well~
My studying habit is solo~ xD haha

Whose whiter? Snoopy of course xD

Random picture, siang deng~ lol

Thats about all, Ciaos~ xD

2009-01-13T21:46:00.003+08:00

All right, time to update~
Everything is fine finally, haha.
Peacefully and truce!~

I'm just really glad that smiles and reassurance are on their faces ^.^V
I don't want any people around me to be sad because of me.

Oh yeah, i passed my english with a score of C6 =.="
Slack for 1 year and 8 months before examination, and i manage to passed. thank god =.="

Exams are coming round the corner and projects and presentations are coming up for me.. Arghh!!~

Need a break =.=" lol.
And I got to buck up on my studies!!!!

Thats all for the update, tessa. lol

2009-01-11T23:53:00.003+08:00

Back to blogging~ I'm working on weekends as usual~ Just got $100 bucks from pay~

I just love working at sentosa, haha. Have been working for around 3 years+?
Haha, cause I can get to interact lots of people around the world, and get to know more friends =)

Speaking the truth, this few weeks I have been kinda of affected by my bro's stuffs.
Making me cautious towards relationships? And causing dear and me to be rocky on our relationship..

And lots of things have been happening around my life, I just hoped that I can cope with them.

Oh yeah, returned Tessa's phone today since she came to Sentosa for a visit, lol.
Can't help feeling weird for just lending her samsung omnia phone for no particular reason.

It would have been better if I can trade in my phone for a new phone instead rather than lending from people, just can't help it. lol.

Ps:Oh yeah, thanks to buddy sheng loong who always lend me a phone if my phone breaks down in the past, lol. not forgetting pei pei too~ xD

And well, i'm soo fcuking confused and feeling down now. Zzz..
Nevertheless, I'm just gonna trap in my little world, lol! Hell i'm gonna share my feelings out man. xD

Those who know me for years, haha, u know that theres no peeping or intruding into my mind world xD

Cheers!~

2009-01-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

All right, god damn it I totally forgotten I got gems and had an outside appointment, i just hope sharilyn, hendy and the others won't put me in being a gay in the skit =.=" Spare ME!! >.<

Was actually on the verge of going to the mrt when mid-way, I saw meng yeow and he accompany me to koufu to play psp to pass time. lol. Saw dear on the way too, but she's busy helping out with the event.. At about 3pm i left school.

Went out with tessa today, and we met up at Bishan at around 4pm? Haha, it was really funny.. Some embarrassing things happen, haha. Can't forget it eh, tessa? drinks? =x

Thanks for letting me use the super glue first on my shoes, lol!

A, not to forget.. thanks for trusting me in lending me your unused phone? O.o?

Since u hate samsung so much, lol =.="

And the staring game and laughter game all this was fun too xD

Gotcha
(seeing this, you gonna be so.. LOL! )(just for fun xD )

Zzz.. Not forgetting I lose my water bottle. sad =(

Next time free den go out together again lo, haa.

2009-01-06T22:55:00.005+08:00

3rd January 2009, Saturday
Its Janelle's 2nd birthday party!~ =D
I will let the photos do the talking for this post,hehe xD

Lets start with my little brother, justin having a knock on his forehead onto the glass door, and i'm helping him ease his sore, with ice? so caring hor? LOL

And this is the glass panel that justin had knock into haha. Dear and me =)

Justin and granny =)

And the soon to wed couple~ =D (I'm so anxious for the day to come xD )

Stylo milo christopher playing psp =x lol

Uncle Philip, Mum and Aunty Mary =)

Janelle's favourite Barney!~ agar agar~

Here's her birthday cake which cost a whopping $200+! lol!

Thats the star of the night!~ Janelle, my beloved niece ^.^v

Sweet janelle and her beautiful mummy =D

Aunty Angeline family!~ =D
Ps: Just gotta say that thanks for the love and care that u have showered on edmund and me since we were kids)

Lastly, me and my 18 years long relationship girl, hui min which has always been by my side all this time~ xD

2009-01-05T09:28:00.003+08:00

31st December 2008,Wednesday

Okay!~ Time to update alittle despite the few photos during New Year Eve Kids Countdown Party at Rasa Sentosa.

Partying with kids is sure full of fun, you just play and take care of the kids, and you get paid xD

Though i talk with Tessa alittle during Christmas Eve party, but it turns out that we had a great deal with communicating with each other, lol she sure is funny.

Not forgetting her sister, Venessa which finally talked with me too. lol. Jeslyn too, was in the same group as me as in the previous party.

We had fun and dance together which is quite similar to christmas eve party =S

At the end of the party, kids were calling us to catch the balloons for them, steffen, hakim, calvin and jumped around to collect balloons for kids. After satisfying the kids desire of balloons..

I soon started to be lame and act like a kid, LOL!

Say: tessa, i want that balloon >.< (cause i doubt that she can jump that high)

And to my surprise she leap and caught the balloon for me. I was like.. stunned! T_T"

Then she asked me to catch for her a balloon too, repaying her, I caught her a balloon and at the same time help venessa and jeslyn to get a balloon. Steffen, me and calvin were still jumping around to snatch balloons, lol. totally kidz man =.="

Then we took photo together =S

Jeslyn and the little girl which is hyperactive at dancing xD

Steffen and Akira(all time toots babe) and a chinese girl =x LOL!

Jeslyn and me, with steffen saying.. Wa!~ *Fu qi niang leh!~ LOL!

Me, Mr Chef and steffen!~

Lastly, tessa, me and venessa.

And after the kids party, we joined the adults at the countdown party just outside the pavilion.

Had fun dancing around, and some of us were holding poppers to standby the countdown. =X

When the timing reaches 2009, POPS!~ Happy New Year 2009!~

And we hug around wishing each other =)

I stayed at sentosa in the end due to various reasons.

Firstly: Hakim was too tired to drive me back to my doorstep.

Secondly: Going home alone is boring =.="

Thirdly: Haven't stayed at my workplace even though working for three years?

Fourthly: I got steffen and others to talk to if I stayed over.

So.. Yup~ Tessa was so kind enough to accompany me for supper as I was the only one heading to the canteen for supper. After supper, went back to toots club to sleep with the others till daybreak. Mid-way, tessa and venessa have to leave us for home as her mother is bringing them back home after her new year eve countdown party which ended like 3plus?

I know theres only a few photos, so please bare with them. haha.

I'm too are impatient of waiting for more photos of new year eve countdown party =(

Thats all!~ Cya peeps~

2009-01-01T19:52:00.002+08:00

26th December 2008

Heres' my christmas presents. haha xD Not that bad.. Have you guys ever see before a manga bible? lol. Rare find, rare find..

As this coming 14th month anniversary is coming, and we were invited to my niece birthday party on 3rd January. We had our celebration in advance, haha. Before heading to Cathay to catch "Bedtime Stories", we head to Mad Cafe to eat, hoho!~

Nice Ceiling~

Tiramashu!~

picture caught unknowningly T_T

Bugzy face look alike! lol!(ps. I'm so dead when she see's this)

Bedtime stories, sure is funny, I give it a 4/5. Burn baby burn~ =X

Lastly, happy 14th month anniversary dear! ^.^V
The days are still looking fine ahead of us xD

2009-01-01T15:42:00.005+08:00

24th December 2008

Okay, I'm back to blogging as the photos I have been waiting for the christmas eve party has finally arrived!~ =D

Work started at 12pm. Help out with the registration for christmas eve kids party. and played games with kids before heading for a shower and head for christmas kids party!~

Its dear's first time working lol. Good luck to her~

Most of the helpers for christmas party~

Dear and Jesslyn

Azlan, me , hakim and steffen

And I get to know lots of new friends too, haha. Hazy, Yu Hong, Jesslyn, Venessa and Tessa. Hope to work with you guys more often, see ya~ =) Merry christmas hohohoho~

2008-12-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

Have u ever since such a tall christmas tree beautiful? lol. Its 30 feet tall! lol! Well, this few weeks I have been working non-stop. Soon, I will reach 1k in my bank for once! Hahahaha!

As for today, I learned how to juggle balls! All thanks to Sugar~ haha, still learning how to juggle 3 balls non-stop =X
Manage to juggle 5times. haha.

And I wearing full timer clothes. hohoho!~ I'm the boss =X
Trick some of the new-comer colleagues that I'm working full time from now on, and they believe me! LOL! xD

Boss!~

Just being lame. lol.

2008-12-12T02:37:00.002+08:00

Yoz!~ Today's the day whereby our little group have a early christmas celebration due to as Hendy is leaving Singapore on the 15th of December so as not to leave out the fun for him.

We first met up at Punggol Mrt Station at 2pm. When everyone has reached, except esther who just woke up when all of us have gathered at the meeting area.

So, we lead the rest of people to dear's house and wait till esther is on the way then dear will go and fetch her.

When we arrived, the food smell was heavenly. Everyone was like.. Wow!! Nice smell!,hehe..

We head to dear's room to play games! Some were playing ps2 while hendy, meng yeow and I were monster hunting most of the time. haha.

Esther joined us shortly later and she was really active in sports game while she was playing Wii.

At about 5pm. we had early dinner!

There were fried chicken wings, mash potato, japanese sushi rice, dumplings, fried prawns. Simply marvellous. haha.

After dinner, we went back with our usual stuffs, back to gaming.lol.

We started to play mahjong, special thanks to meng yeow who bought them from home =)

Mid way while playing, we stop and draw lots for our presents, seeing who would get whoses present =x

Hope I will get a good present.. ^.^V

We have taken our presents!~ =)

All open up! =D

After exchanging of presents, we continued playing mahjong as it was addictive. haha.
When it was 10.30pm, we left for home before we miss the last train xD

2008-12-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

Okay!~ As for today!~ Dear and I went to Sentosa to sort of celebrate our 13th month anniversary. haha. Due to during that time, we were having examinations and stuffs. So, we dragged it till today =X

Met up with dear at poton pasir mrt before we sat off to Sentosa =)
We took the workers' bus to my workplace. hehe.. Thats what you get for working at rasa sentosa, =X Save us $6 of travelling expenses LOL!

On the way to Sentosa, how loving are we? lol =X

We headed to the same island as before for suntanning first before we head for kayaking. This time round, dear and I took one single kayak each instead, we had fun kayaking and racing each other =X

Seems that I can't take the sun as I'm still too used to China's weather, lol. Sun-tanning I was like.. Omg.. So hot! Dear was really enjoying her time in Sentosa, hehe =)

When it was about 2pm. We head to bath at my workplace toilet, and set off to HarbourFront Centre to have Sakae Sushi Student Buffet!~ hoho~ While eating we took some photos =)

Sun burn red Nicky! =X

Cute darling!~

My cutie pie =)

Thats the amount we ate.. Ate alittle too much at Sentosa, lol.

After our early dinner, we head back to dear's home for movie screening of The Polar Express~ haha, and when it was getting late, I head back to home sweet home~

2008-12-08T23:43:00.004+08:00

Wassup!~ Was suppose to go to sentosa for work from 12pm to 8pm de.
But due to the &*()_@%^^%$# rain, that they do not need me =S

Nevermind, back to sleep. lol.

Woke up and played monster hunter immediately. lol. Lifeless dude at home alone, what do you expect. lol.

Killed Gold Rathian and Sliver Rathalos together easily.
And then I faced dual Tigerx with my Silver Rook Gunlance. (unable to face dual Tigerx with great sword and hammer)
First time kill Rajang! Thats a bonus for me! LoL!
Finish up with Shen Gaoreng quest.

And finally! The urgent quest! Solo Akantor!

Was actually thinking how the toot am I going to killed that alone, since the other time I failed at guild quest. And suddenly I thought about it, getting my armour to have guard+1 and using my sliver rook might work. =S

And I finally slay the akantor!! And I killed it another time to get my Akantor Great Sword with 1248 damage and critical affinity 50%! HOHOHOHO!! I'm the man~ =X

All right, thats about it for today. Monster Huntering whole day. But I did spend time to change blogskin and update my blog though. hehehe.

Gotta sleep early, as I'm gonna work tomorrow! 8am to 6pm! Wootz~ Gotta wake up at 5.50am. Zzz.. Nite peeps~ =D

2008-12-06T21:03:00.002+08:00

Ok,time for me to kick start the revival of my blog since its holidays now! Finally!~ haha xD

Haha, I know I have been really lazy to blog, but theres also times where I have been too busy with my school work.(Guess you guys will be thinking it as an excuse. lol)

Saturday,6th December 2008
Dear came over to my house in the morning to wake me up, and help me in decorating my house for Christmas.

Finish up with my inner part of my house by 3pm. And we set off to dear house to finish hers up =)

We fixed the tree, phew.. Fortunately no problem. Because due to previously when we brought, the tree's top was snap into two =.="

Now for the decorations! =)

Dear helping out with the decorations =)

A job well done =)

With the lights on, beautiful isn't it? It would definitely look better in the night. And thats all for the prepartions for this coming thursday for early christmas celebration due to Hendy had to go oversea.

Oh yeah, forgot to tell u guys, I will be home alone till monday. lol.

Sunday, 7th December 2008
Woke up in the day to await for dear to arrive to my house to accompany the home alone me. haha. We played games, and I cooked her favourite Kimchi Ramen, haha.

After lunch, Sheng loong called me come to his house as xinyi and paul are already there. I got myself prepared before dear and I left for his house for early dinner as his aunt is whipping up curry!~ =D

Went over his house and mid way while killing Naruga Kuruga in Monster Hunter 2G. And I killed it! Whahahaha! xD

After dinner, played ps3 and I sent dear back home, and washed up Christmas Snoopy as it was getting dirty and hopping that it would get ready for this coming thursday xD

And went back home alone after that. lol.
Gold Rathian, Sliver Rathian, Azure Ratholos and Pink Rathian killed by the night xD

2008-12-01T01:24:00.005+08:00

Yoz, surprising i have came back to blog without no one bugging me? lol.
Today I went to dear house to study for mechanics, but actually ended up not really studying much =S

But however, while we were having a little quarrel between us.
(Its not our first time quarreling amoung each other)

This feeling came upon to my mind out of a sudden.
The same exact feeling which came out when I have the thought of losing feeling for my one of my ex. And i was started to fear that am I losing feelings for dear like what I did for my ex?

Why would I start to lose feelings for someone who is so good and dear to me?
I started to question myself, theres no doubt in dear that she have love me with all her heart. But definitely theres something wrong with me.

Theres no distraction or diversion in my life anymore when dear came into my life. But whats wrong with me?

I just keep having the feeling that something bad would happen to us.
Upon telling dear what I was in my mind, dear started to cry,

I know that she doesn't want anything to tear us apart.. Neither do I.. Cause I too, love her with all my heart.

Then I started to think.. In every relationship, its takes two hands to clap.
And we must always comfort each other and ensure the other party that nothing would goes wrong if we gone through this ordeal together.

When I always thought that I have more experience in relationships then dear, she demonstrated that logic to me. Comforting me even though she was crying and holding back her tears as much as possible.

I was truely touched by what she have done, and I'm gonna do what I can to let this relationship last forever =)

PS. I love you, dear.

Free-IQTest.net

2008-11-24T00:21:00.002+08:00

Damn! Just when I was laughing off when I saw cor iq test was above average. lol..
And when I did the quiz, to my surprise I got the same as cor! lol.
Aiya, I think my score is relevant, cor~ Your score got problem =X lool!~

Haha. This few days kinda lazy to blog >.<
Having mid semester tests nowadays, haha.
And I've been really hook onto Monster Hunter Freedom 2G lol!

Feel free to try this quiz and tell me ur score xD

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Tests

40-54 --> Severely Challenged

55-69 --> Challenged

70-84 --> Below average

85-114 --> Average

115-129 --> Above Average

130-144 --> Gifted

145-159 --> Genius

160-179 --> Extraordinary Genius

Thats it, cheers everyone =)

2008-11-21T00:54:00.002+08:00

21 things that girls dont know.
That I just got to agree xD

Message: You HAVE to read all of them and if you don't your going to come across with problems in your relationship for the next month!

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....

2) Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own.

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

2008-11-10T02:28:00.002+08:00

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Try this for fun xD

2008-11-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

~!!3rd November 2008, Monday!!~
Today, its our 1st year anniversary!
one year sure have passed fast, isn't it? =)

Well, right after class~ We head for our first location, which was a mystery to dear and not me xD

Upon arriving, we took some photo together before we head to Manhattens for dinner.

Dear dear said this was good artistic reflection =x

Dear dear with my gift~

Hehe, whats my present? xD

Its a razor desktop mousepad! Thank you dear! (p.s. I'm still waiting for $160 razor keyboard to anyone whom is interested to buy for me xD)

We ate their signature dish, Fish & Chips! (Fish-Alasdaven Aedau) and Tropical Breeze for my drink. The fish was surprisingly filling. haha. xD

Chocolate mud pie for my dessert!~ ( Actually I have eaten 3/5 of it le =S )

Tiramisu for dear's dessert~

After dinner, we took a walk along clark quay and lights was beautiful!~

Nice colouring, lol.

Sweet purple dear =D

While waiting for the duck tour to begin, we enjoyed the scenery =)

I actually trick dear in believing that we are going to be sitting the hippo tour, as the duck tour would lead to Singapore flyers which I wouldn't want her to know so fast =S

While awaiting for the boat to set off, we took a photo =)

These are some of the beautiful lightings in the night, beautiful scenery =)

Upon reaching the Singapore Flyers, dear dear actually thinking that the ship destination was a little funny and she realised that I was lying to her all along, haha .=X

Upon arrival, we took a photo with the halloween thingy. "OMG!" xD

Oogie Boogie was here to recieve us too! So thoughtful of him =X

Dear's long hopeful wish of coming here has been fufilled by me =X

Had actually planned this during early March, hehe~ Ain't I smart?

A babe was spotted! =D

We took a walk into the garden of halloween thingy!~

Whats that creepy skeleton!?

When I walked near it, its hand suddenly dropped down without warning. Giving us a shock!

Nevertheless, I still said "Nice to meet your aquaintance." lol!

In a skeleton water cave =S

Dear is letting the bat feed on her blood!

Talking about this scary face.. Dear nearly falled down, but luckily her handphone too the damage of the fall for her. But her stylus was lost in the leaves. Dear wanted togive up, but after my encouragement, we found it, thank god~ =D

The entrance and security checkpoint before boarding the cabin =)

Us chilling out happily as the cabin belongs to only the two of us! Muahahaha!~

Those who haven't got on the Singapore Flyer, this is the beautiful cabin~ =)

At this point, I took the chance to propose to her =X By kneeing down with one knee, and saying my heartedly words to her that if she was willing to spend her life with me together in future happily ever after?? and etc. Before presenting to her..

This!

[The only girl which has been with me far longer than any girl I have been with and care about me so much, and I have made myself a promise that if dear was really the one for me and that I know deep down in my heart that shes' the one, the rings shall come =) ]
She was so touched that she cried! =D hehe.. And we exchange the rings which I have bought at couple lab =)

Its together (a set =D )

After 30mins.. We went back to home sweet home~ =)

Dear, Happy 1st year Anniversary!~ =)

Hope that during this very special day of ours, you have enjoyed yourself well =)

2008-10-06T07:14:00.008+08:00

Yoz~ People =D

It took us a bus ride of 8hrs to get to ChangBai District from our hotel area, we've been sleeping in the bus most of the time. We set off at 6.30am and had lunch at one of the famous mud fish dining restaurent, it really does have a little taste of mud =.=" Yup, and by the time we reach the hotel, it was already in the evening already. We went to have a walk outside the hotel and it was definitely colder here in the night, we have to wear winter coat instead of our normal windbreaker or jacket. Its like -2 to 0 degrees in the night?

Next, just enjoy the photos that we have taken in ChangBai Mountain. ^.^V

On the way to ChangBai Mountain in the bus =D

Took a group picture at the foot of the ChangBai Mountain =)

Upon reaching the top of the mountain, snow was everywhere!~ =D We travel to the top via jeep due to one of pathway was blocked, thats why we couldn't climbed the mountain by foot.

To indicate that we have step foot at the top of the mountain, we left a mark on the snow, haha =D

This are 2 pictures of the renowned TianChi, it is really beautiful and big!

And as what the local says, it takes fate and luck for one to witness TianChi magnificent view, they said that even Jiang Ze Ming which is one of the big shot in politics came to see TianChi for 3 times yet failed to see it due to theres fog covering it.

The previous batch of SP students also came to ChangBai Mountain, but they didn't have the chance to view it. Even if the weather was fine that very day, weather climate still would change unknowningly at ChangBai Mountain. So.. We're lucky!

Believe me or not, I dreamt about the ChangBai Mountain God talking to me before =.=" before knowing the job attachment. And when I saw the ChangBai Mountain God picture, it was exactly the same! What the hell, maybe he told me that I'm were be seeing Changbai Mountain TianChi! ^^

Photos taken at ChangBai Mountain were up to 400 photos =.=" I shall post some of them only. lol.

Some china guy enjoying the magnificent view of TianChi to the peak. lol

After 2 hours plus, we head down the mountain for lunch. And off we go to The ChangBai Hotspring waterfall =D

Group photos!~ =D

Took a photo with the tour guide =D

James and me =)

There are more photos, but kinda of lazy to post, haha. Overall the trip to ChangBai Mountain was really a good experience. We went for forest walk, hot spring area. viewing of waterfall and etc~ Oh yeah, hot spring eggs are the best! The yolk is so delicious!

If theres any chance you guys are at ChangChun area, you wouldn't want to miss coming to ChangBai Mountain =)

Ciaos~

2008-10-01T22:51:00.010+08:00

1st October 2008, Wednesday

Happy 19th birthday to myself! haha

We went to Hei Sui Nu Da Jie again to shop for stuffs, and after that when we got back to the hotel on time, the rest of the gang trick me in telling me that dinner was over already.
But they brought me to another location to dine in the Korean Hotel, I was really surprised =S

I would just let the pictures do the talking ok? haha.

It seems pretty normal! Took some pictures and thought that no prank would happen =)

Took a picture with the longevity noodle. (Its is called that as if I can eat the noodle at one shot without breaking it, I would live a long life)

Ok, a cake!~ I don't believe that its that small, something fishy is going round, why is Jomain and Jeremy standing up?

Ok, birthday boy shall wear the birthday hat =S

What the fish!?( change to fish instead of **** for underage people =) )

Jomain: Gotcha Nicholas! *everyone laughs*

Oh my god........ My face!

You guys still haven't had enough?

Here comes my birthday cake =)

Still styling? =.="

Time to cut my cake~

I ate it all in one gulp! hohoho~

Thats my birthday feast =)

Cheers to everyone who celebrate my birthday! haha.

Bottoms up!

Even Stephanie also drank beer along with us too, lol.

I drank about a bottle and 3 cups =.=" Burp!!!!

Dirty Slippers of mine, =.=" too much cake on the floor =.="

Alot of people said that I look like Batman the villian "The Penguin" lol!

Thank you all of you for celebrating my birthday, haha. =)

2008-09-28T23:24:00.005+08:00

27 September 2008
Today. after work, Stephanie treated us for dinner! =)

Per table it was about $500 RMB. And there were two tables. >.<>

James and me. =D

One Roasted Human!

Two Roasted Human!

Five Roasted Humans!

A..... what the hell? I see babes =X

Attack Guys!!

We had nothing better to do in the night xD

It was 6 degree celsius and its no kick to us! =X lol, we walk 400m to another shopping mall without our jacket, lol. People were all looking at us and asking if we were cold or not. haha~

2008-09-26T07:16:00.002+08:00

Oh my god! I've just woken up and its 4 degrees now! Brrr! Tried opening the window, and a super cold breeze blew! =S

And after work, we went to KFC to have our dinner =S

China's KFC outlet.

Jomaine, Jeremy, me, Richmond, Kendi, Benji and not forgetting our cameraman, Iwan!

Light~ =X

If we were only staying in this 6 star hotel >.<"

2008-09-24T19:04:00.004+08:00

22th September 2008, Monday
Hooray! Today no work! Reason was due to theres a new car publishing, therefore no one had time to train us. So, today we head to this place! =D

This is the only shopping mall that suits our taste so far. haha.

We first went in search for a place to have our lunch. As we were searching for food, we found a place which kinda sell high class food, fascinating in thinking of western food, we entered!

Look at the surrounding, pretty nice eh? =)

Our table utensils arrangement~ xD

While waiting for food to be served, we took photo~

Me and Iwan. ^.^

First time I found Kendi so cute! lol!

Our side dish was served, Bolognese Sphagetti and ***********. lol.

As richmond applied for the membership of the restaurent, we were given red wine! hohoho!~

Thats our main dish, Scottish Steak! (well-doned for me xD)

After lunch, everyone started to look for things to shop, and we bought alot of stuffs, and we took turns to carry everyone's stuffs.

Looking at me, you can imagined how much stuffs we bought, lol!

When we returned back to the hotel, surprisely it was Karen's 18th Birthday on this very day. So we gave her a teddy bear which richmond had just bought and we contributed to it of course. haha.

Thats Karen from DBEN, the only girl out of our group, DMA and DME.

Happy 18th Birthday, again. lol xD

2008-09-22T02:13:00.007+08:00

21 September 2008, Saturday
We went to Oh Ya Mai Chang, which is the 2nd biggest shopping mall in Asia.
Spended about 600+ RMB. And I'm left with 1.2k RMB. Dead dead dead..

Getting really low on cash le =.= I bought a adidas jacket for my brother. A Kappa snow cap for myself, and china tea! =S

Finally, we are told that we are moving hotel! And when we went back to our apartment we straight away went to pack our stuffs for moving out the next morning. Thats about it for today~ Adios

22 September 2008, Sunday
Finally we have reach our hotel!
Have a look at the outside view!

Although it seems like some normal hotel, but then surprisingly its an Korean Hotel! The interior is good~ =X

This is our room, lets check inside!

When you entered.. This is what you will be seeing! Its so clean!

We have another level! Up the stairs, theres korean bed.

The toilet is alot more better and hygenic then the apartment that we have previously lived.

Heater! First time see this kind of heater. lol.

Nice shot =x

After settling down, we unpacked everything and started to clean up the place alittle, before we head down to ChangChun University of Technology for our gathering with the local university students.

When we reach there, we were greeted warmly by the university students.

There were performances for us, singing by the best singer among the university students and rock band performance too.

We also play games with them, look at Benjamin! He has finally found his mate =X

We also played ice-breaking games with the local unversity students, I was being sabo by my tour guide. lol.

Thats the rock band, and its really loud! Everyone were standing up to give support to them =S

And we had speed dating session also, lol! We enjoyed each other company and when it was about 7pm, we had to part, and before we part, we took photos together =)

Group photo with a few local university girls =S

Me and the best singer, she's funny. haha xD (She's complaining why I'm so tall, lol.)

Lastly, group photo with everyone present in the gathering room =)

And after dinner, we went back to hotel sweet hotel~ =X

Looks really good in the night with its lightings =)
Thats all for today~ Good nite everyone!!~ =D

2008-09-20T02:05:00.010+08:00

14th September 2oo8
Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to everyone =D

Remember to see the moon and of course, enjoy the mooncakes!~

As for today, we went to the south lake of ChangChun.

Lots of boats around, paddling boats, rolling oats boat~

Nice park eh? xD

And we spotted a beggar on the street =X (lol, jeremy)

Thankfully Kendi was there to donate some alms to the beggar, and he took a photo too. lol!

We walk around, and bought some food to eat. There was an amusement park!

And we went for a ride, something nearly the same as Downtown East the 360 degree over the top. Only I, Jeremy, Richmond, Kendi, Max and Zen went to sit. haha.

Fun!~

Wee!!~

Whooo..!~

After that, some of us took our air guns to shoot spiders, as the spiders all really big over here. lol. Nothing better to do.

Jeremy went to play the swing, even playing the swing you have to pay 3 RMB. What the hell!

Look at his cute face before he takes off. lol.

With so many of us pushing him, it soon attract alot of attention. And..

In the end, he slipped due to Max pushed his ass instead of his back. And he flew mid air landing
5m forward on his butt nearly hitting the man in charge of the swing.
Luckily no serious injuries was substained. lol. And all of us were laughing like mad behind the swing seeing how he land. ROFL!

Photo taking time now~ xD

Yoz!~

Another group photo =D

All smiles to the camera! =D

Us waiting for time to passed before dinner time xD

We had our dinner at some restaurent =S Food was alright, lol.

DMA/DME group people! =D

And lastly, DMA/DME/DBEN people who have our OITP in ChangChun.

When we went back to the our lodging place, we were told by our hotel staffs to quickly proceed back to our rooms, and not come out till the next morning. As theres a fight between local university students, and every male hotel staffs were armed with wooden bats.

Wow. lol, pretty serious. For us, we went back to reload our air guns immediately for emergency purposes. lol! We did scare some of our group mates when we point our guns and lasers and spot light at him in darkness the other day. lol.

2008-09-19T01:55:00.011+08:00

Sorry for being unable to blog for about a week. Internet was totally down for a week.
Just got back our internet yesterday, thanks for those who showed their concern for me!

And I have heard that dad burned his 3 fingers and edmund got snake skin, hope that they would heal in god's speed. =)

13th September 2008, Sunday
Ok, as for today, we went to one of ChangChun greatest attraction, The Universal Studio of ChangChun!

The opening!~ =X

The interior! and many more below!

Arrival first group photo! Before we get crazier. lol!

We started our first destination towards the Haunted Castle!

There are some monsters outside the haunted castle for showcase, they moves!

For this man, he would drink water and spit out water like one kind with loud roars.

This man is being electrocuted, and when it moves, it shakes vigorously as though it is being electrocuted and there loud screams and shouts could be heard.

The Haunted House was not bad for an experience, lol. Some of my friends were afraid, some holding onto me, what the hell! lol. There's SCREAM inside too. lol!

After we exited the haunted house, we saw.. WarCraft Sentinal World Tree!! Likewise~ Its an ancient tree with 7 animals with it =S

Behold!~ The Sentinel Tree!~

We climbed into the border to take a photo within the sentinel tree! And after taking the photo,
my universal studio ticket got lost! Bloody hell, it was no where to be found! The ticket was all along held by my hand. After the photo taking its gone! Must have been the tree which took it away.

Next we headed to queue up for the 3D space shuttle ride, its really a long queue that I can assure you. Haha. And I have to pay 60 RMB for taking this ride. =.="

Rest of the dudes waiting in queue!

Next, we went to the live shooting range to fire live rounds, the sound is really deafening. No mufferlers at all. =.="

Taking aim... Fire!

Next we went to the Volcano Island. Outerior design is nice right? lol

Nice design =S

Manage to secretly snap photo inside =X

The Water Dragon Palace is about the same thing as the Volcano Island, they use water to view

a fight between good and evil.

After lunch we went to other places, haha. Kinda lazy to post all pictures, theres just far too many!

We even got to sit roller coaster inside one of the building! The best thing its total darkness!Haha, what fun!~ xD

Hmm.. The best one is so far the 4D digital space we saw!

The centre of attraction! =S

We ought to wear this glasses to see 4D =X

When it was rest time, we started to carry people to take photo lol! Enjoy!

Jomaine!

James!

Jeremy!

Benjamin!

As our group leader, Richmond, we decided to give him some special treatment =X

And next, photo taking session time! =D Happy scrolling down~

Getting ready..

Jump! Take special note at the most left, Jeremy did a gay jump! ROFL!

Guys, ready for 2nd jump?

Jump as high as you can! U can check out jeremy jumping posture again. LOL!

Benjamin, Stephanie(our tour guide for the whole 1 month plus) and James!

Stephanie and me =)

Gays attacking me! lol.

Last group picture! Boy, the whole trip was worth it =D

After when we reach back to the hotel, we scouted around and found this were on sales!!

Air Guns! Each of my room-mates bought one =S

The suave sniper guy, Richmond.

The Silencer Killer, Nicholas.

Lastly, whoever come into our room, shall faced the terror of our DMA attack squad. Hahahaha!!

2008-09-09T07:18:00.004+08:00

9th September 2008
Brrrr!!!! Its getting COLD in ChangChun. Its 14 degrees celsius in the morning! Even though I wore a t-shirt and my jacket, bermudas cover with blanket, when I woke up I was shivering with cold. This coming Sunday, it would be 6 degrees celsius! Oh my god! I bet I cannot experience this kind of weather in Singapore xD

To last year weather, the temperature was kinda beyond expected, maybe.. Just maybe, I would experience.. SNOW! Which I had dreamt when I was still a young child, which would never happen in Singapore.. But then I see a gleaming hope shining upon me xD

But by the time I reach back to Singapore, I think I couldn't stand the heat by then, lol.
Time to go for work~ xD

2008-09-08T23:52:00.001+08:00

8th September 2008
Back to work~ But everyone woke up late in the morning >.<
And therefore we hadn't had breakfast.. All of us slept in the bus during the journey.

After work, we went back to restock our snacks and tolietries. Before we head for dota matches..
Midway before we start the second match, Max and I went to find Johnny, an american who is staying next door to Max's room.

We talk about gymming stuffs and the passion for gymming, lol, and he's willing to give his gym membership card to us, and tomorrow he's bringing us to the gym to clarify things out. As he's going to leave ChangChun to another province to teach English to other diploma holder china students. =S

Cool!~ hehe.. Thanks alot johnny, see it I can take a photo with you to post on the internet xD haha~

So far I've spend about 800+RMB(SGD$170+) for the first week le, oh my god.. Gotta cut down >.<

2008-09-07T23:53:00.001+08:00

7th September 2008

Sunday!!~ Next day to work.. Zzz..

Today, we took a bus from the hotel to the so called Orchard Road at ChangChun. Took us about 30minutes to reach there. And mostly all of us all standing =.="

Thats the central of ChangChun. =S

As we continue to walk, suddenly we spotted models walking outside the jewellery shop.

What a way to introduce jewellery, lol!

And while they were resting, we took some chances to take photo with some of them. lol.

Jeremy, model and me. lol.

Me, model, Jomain and Richmond xD

And we went on to the underground shops, and I bought some stuffs for dear and other peeps.

Thats the underground shops( pirated stuffs! =S )

We then headed to some dumpling restaurent to eat. We ate donkey meat dumplings, chicken dumplings, vegetables dumplings, beef dumplings.

Taking photos of our food, haha xD

Had more china beef/lamp/chicken satays =S

We finish our fish?

Lamp legs, first time trying it. Not bad~ =S

After lunch, we went on to some of the shopping centre to shop, and look around.

The shopping centres have like 7-10 storeys? Walk until we sian liao, because mostly sell girls stuffs.

We stopped outside KFC while waiting for Stephanie to come.

Gotcha! Bingyao! hahaha!

We found a ladybird and took its picture, theres alot of ladybird at our workplace by the way.

Where is she~?

After she reach, she brought us to another area to shop. And I bought for dear something that she like =X hehe..( Not gonna tell u xD)

We spotted a nike building!

Doubt you can see that anyone in singapore. lol.

They were comparing me with those model figures, lol! what the hell..

We then walk around a shopping mall which is like paragon.
So freaking expensive =.="

I and Jeremy glancing through from the outside =S

How many security cameras does 2 LV bags and a pair of shoes should have? O.o

When nite approaches, the lightings of the buildings were beautiful. xD

Crowded =S

Nice!! xD

Can't help but notice this, LOL!

We didn't see it during the daytime, weird~ =X

And before heading back to the hotel, we stock up on supplies and took a cab home.

After dinner, we bath and sleep immediately as were too tired to played after walking the whole day >.<

2008-09-06T17:29:00.007+08:00

6th September 2008

Its finally weekends! Woke up at 10 plus in the morning to have our lunch, before we head to Jie Yue Tang at 1pm.

~Jie Yue Tang~

Upon seeing that we can feed the fishes after buying fish food, everyone bought 2 packs of fish food for RMB3. lol.

We dump a few fish food..

And look what happened! LOL!

There were horse carriage too =S

Red boys!~

Took a group photo =)

The next stop was at the harbour. Where scenery was so manificent.

Great view~ xD

Took another photo xD

After that, we went for a walk into the woods to breathe in some fresh air, and we took photo again. haha.

We were all shouting, Benji shuai bu shuai! Everyone shouted SHUAI! lol!

Thats Benji for u, lol.

The final stop was at some area where theres a lighthouse.

Sweet~ theres people swimming around too =.="

We climbed over the safety chain to took a photo. Luckily it was totally dried! lol.

Last of group photo of all xDAnd we arrived back at the hotel to await for dinner at 6.40pm.

This is where we are have dinner.

Thats the interior part of the restaurent together with Richmond and Iwan.

Duck~

Prawns~

Frog legs!~

China ******* Vegetables! Finally the best vegetables that we have had in China.

Fried Rice (We had 2 buckets)

Sour and spicy soup.

After that, we went back to the hotel, and its time for CS and Dota time! Adios~

2008-09-05T23:19:00.004+08:00

Day 5 of work~

As always, I'm the last to wake up all the time. lol.

Went to work and learn about how they weld the car's front cover and watch some manual labour in action. haha.

Getting ready~

Small sparks before the big one come =S

BZZZZZTTTT!!!~

During breaktime, I played with Zen chinese chess, damn he's good. He's consider on par with me in skill. lol. I lose the first round before I won 2 rounds over to emerge as the winner xD LOL! =X wouldn't want to lose to him man xD

After that, we were brought to see the interior design of Bora car.

Cool~ =S

The best car in the whole car factory. haha.

Upon coming back, I and the most of the DMA and DME people went to have a trial testing at the gym. Man, the outside is beautiful, I have decided to join as a member for 200RMB for a month. lol. hehe.. Gotta get back my size =)
Before heading back, we ran back to the hotel =)

Thats all about it.
Adios~

2008-09-04T17:44:00.005+08:00

Day 5 of work~
Why waiting for the engineer to come, we talked around and play psp =S

Chi-chatting and making fun of benji was everyday's normal issue~ =S

This is what you will see when you enter through the main entrance.

The flags of the Yi Chi Yi Cong company =S

Today is the day where we could take pictures of the interior part, so.. enjoy the photos~ =)

The cars are being transported to department for welding of each parts together firmly. There are many convanent belts to move the cars to different location. Both manual and machine labour are required for perfect cars to be constructed.

Whats everyone looking at?

Thats the most amazing machine man!~~ If you have the chance to see it, I doubt so xD

Everyone had their hand's-on experience on the welding machine. So do I~ xD

Thats the chief engineer of the body shop, hes good~ ^.^

Being lame, haha~

Group photo, DMA and DME students!~

Best group photo of all =)

For those who cares about me, not to worry, I'm doing fine at China. Theres always laughter within our group everyday, things won't get bored. haha. In the night, we either play dota or we play chinese chess! (hehe, I always win ^.^V)( we bought it for entertainment purposes too =)

2008-09-03T22:04:00.008+08:00

The 3rd day of work~ =S
Now I will show you our working attire, lol.

Thats the overall view, we have safetly shoes too =)

Thats me =S

Today we went for blood test at the hospital where the DBEN where having their OITP at.

While waiting for people to fetch us for blood test~

Benji was scared of blood test as it was his first time, lol. You should have seen how he hide his face under his jacket.

This time round, we were able to understand more compared to yesterday, which is an improvement as we might be getting used to how they talk. haha.

Finally for dinner, most of us couldn't stand the hotel food anymore, and we went to the bbq chicken and seafood restaurent for our dinner. Here are the following photos that we took during our dinner ^.^V

Meat For ONCE! As we are eating vegetarian food daily =.="

Jomain and the others called for 500g prawns too. lol.

We ate scallops too! Its really delicious to eat all at a whole! haha.

CHEERS TO NO VEGETABLES FOR TODAY'S DINNER! LOL!

Bamboo Clam were ordered too, but as for Wang Jun, Jeremy and I, we played instead of eating as we are allergy to seafood. lol!

After that back to the hotel, and dear called me..
Sorry for wasn't able to really talk properly with you dear..
I will compensate you the next time u call, ok? =) Muackz!

2008-09-03T00:36:00.002+08:00

2nd day of work. We were brought around the factory to see the entire process of how a car is being assemble from just mild steel. And we had lunch at the factory canteen too. Seriously, we were treated like aliens man, when we entered, everyone was staring at us. And they give us the " Who the F*** are u man?" look, which really kinda pissed me off.

Of course, I remain normal, don't wanna die so early. lol. Later on, we were being led to the meeting room where we mixed with the trainees who have just joined into the working enivornment for 1 month.

We did our best to communicate with them, as what they are speaking is "Han Yu" which is the highest level of chinese, while for our Singaporean language is "Zhong Yu" which is inferior to people who spoke "Han Yu".

People like Iwan totally couldn't understand unfortunately, the rest did our best to befriend them, and for your info, the trainees age's is 22-30+ years old. When the factory engineer was giving us lecture on welding and quality and control for the car. None of us could understand, we only got 3% of what he is talking, can u imagine even chinese speaking people like us could hardly understand what they are talking about?

Yup, and after that, on the way when we went back to the hotel, we found out that the DBEN have been having such marvellous accomodation unlike our crappy places after you see this photos! We paid the same amount with them for your info.

Have a look at this photos! They got 2 toilets! My God! We are totally 6 people sharing 1 toilet!

We will see what Mr Chong have to say after we feedback to him email with the following photos and my accomodation area pictures.

Haha, we had some outdoor food too after dinner, and as we were waiting for the satays to be readied, we were shivering in cold, as richmond and I were wearing singlet while the others wore summer-like wear. LOL!

Thats about it, and tomorrow, for the DMA and DME people, we have to go the hospital to have a blood test for health precautions. =.=" DIAO!~

Nighte~ Everyone =)

Happy 10th Month Anniversary too, Dear =)
Felt really weird to not being able to celebrate with you our anniversary..
But I bought some foods that dear like to sort of imagine you by my side =X
In any case, I love you, darling =)

2008-09-02T22:10:00.001+08:00

The first day we went for work, it took us about less than an hour timing to reach our working area.

Thats our workplace, its interior size is incredibly huge.

We were being led to take our working attire, and we were being brief by the Safety Chief Engineering about the safety and injuries/death measures to be taken aware of.
Injuries is either lost of tendon, deep cut into the hand, might lost arms, half of the teeths gone, death includes being smash like a pancake and etc.

After hearing that, we were like.. Wtf...? However, after work, we went back to the hotel to hold our open ceremony with the our school cohort people.

Thats our food =S Better than yesterday's for sure. haha. Theres beer too!

The whole DMA and DME together! =)

And we ended up drinking five bottles of beer up. LOL!

And for those who do not know where we are staying at.. This is our location, does this look like a 3 star hotel to u? =.="

They call it a condo. In our view its either apartment or motel lo =.="

After dinner, all of us went to the nearest supermarket to buy the necessities that we need. And we finally had internet! Gave mum and dear a call after recieving china's sim card. After that, went to sleep immediately. =)

2008-09-01T22:53:00.006+08:00

Today its my first day sitting an aeroplane!! Whoohoo!~

For those who doesn't know, I'm going to China for my oversea industrial training programme.
My family and relatives came to send me off, and also my long years buddies too, but sadly none of my poly school mates came over to send me off, of course my dear too! =)

My family relatives, not forgetting Uncle Peter and his family as the photo is very blurr.. >.<

My secondary school buddies =)

Lastly, my dear =)

When it was time for us to go in, I bid farewell to my family and relatives and dear.. I could actually feel that she would be in tears when she see me go.. But i knew that shes holding back her tears. Sheng loong and my other buddies couldn't see me off all the way as they have to catch the last train.

It was really beautiful inside Terminal 3, all branded stuffs =.=" lol.
We walked around in a group and ate some dimsum before we head for departure.
My first experience in the plane was good~ Everything was good except for the landing period, the air pressure was really.. giving me sharp pain on my right ear.
We first arrived at Shanghai Airport, we went for our breakfast first, I ate egg with chicken shredded porridge with soya bean.

After that we found some place to sleep while 2 guys were taking care of our belongings.

Shanghai Airport~

Breakfast Area~

When it was about 2pm, we got on our next flight to Harbin Airport.

Beautiful clouds isn't it? =) We are above the clouds!

We've reach Harbin Airport, the tour guide came to recieve us and brought us to somewhere to have our dinner.

Although it seems delicious, its the opposite. TOTALLY all VEGETARIAN FOOD. We did try to force ourselves to eat, but only the edible food to us is the egg and the soup. lol.

And after dinner, we took a bus ride of 4 hours and we finally arrive at our Hotel, BlueStar Hotel at 12am in the morning. We were actually all so happy, but when they brought us to the back of the lift. We actually thought that there might be a storage lift that can fit in alot of people, but the manager took us to outdoor and to a motel, which is right behind the hotel. We were like WTF? lol. And its not 2 person per room anymore, its 6 people per room. I'm sleeping with Richmond, Jeremy, Jomaine, Kendi and Iwan.

Here are the photos of the overall look of our room. lol.

Thats all for day 1, sweet dreams~

2008-08-25T23:55:00.005+08:00

Hello to all!~

A few more days and I will bid farewell to those who care about me =)

As I'm going to China for oversea job attachment for 1 month plus.

Today was my 'O' level english oral, and I feel that I have done great! The examiners was always showing me the the impressed looks by the answers that I give them. =)

And after the oral, I went to met up with dear to catch a movie, Cyborg She!

Its a touching movie about how a cyborg and a human fall in love with each other, and how much the cyborg is willing to sacrifice her life for the human. I would advice people to see this movie, as this movie brought me to tears. You know how rare of me to shed tears for a movie, hehe. Better catch it!~*5 stars rated(to me)* =D

After the movie, dear bought me to Marina Square to buy for me my anniversary present.

Tadaaaa!!~

A winter jacket($99) brought by dear to keep me warm when I reach China. =)

And I assure you, I looked really good on that! =X

Thank you dear! So sweet of you to buy this for me =)

This is my advance birthday watch bought by dear by the way =) hehe..

Thats all!~ This friday is going to be my last paper! Industrial Automation, gotta chiong to get another A! Hehehe.. $50 bucks... (!$_$!)